Forgive Me S2 : I Hurt You ☑️

YONGSEO HAEJWO 2: Chapter 18

After Jimins Birthday you never said to Jin that you had an encounter with Yoongi that night, its been a month that your dating Jin and as always hes busy but he never forget to call you or gave you gifts even at work, and he also sneakily visit your apartment if he had time. You were trying to forget everything about Yoongi because you didn't want them to hate each other just because of you, there group are more important and their bonds together.

You started to work this days and finally got an offer from Bighit , you were having a meeting with the staff and showed some samples of your works for them.

" I heard you actually made the outfit yourself miss y/n " a guy said from Bighit. I nodded and show them the outfit that I already have in my studio.

" this outfits are all made by me in my studio. All though it would be faster to make them with a team but for me it would be more easy if Im the only one making it since I can add and some patterns if I think it would be needed some retouch." The staff start nodding and you smirk getting confident that they are loving your works.

" Y/n is back from her hiatus so if you get her for this project she can offer you a lot" Our CEO said gaining their attention.

" well, she's one of the best and most successful one in this industry so we don't have any doubts not to get her, congratulations Miss Y/n." a staff said standing up to shake your hands.

" Thankyou sir , when do you want me to start?" You ask, he stated to be next week and he left after having an arrangement of contract from our team. I finally sigh in relief knowing that I am doing well with my works again and specially Jin is supporting me behind.

" Well done y/n, Im glad your back" Solar said, she's our CEO and you consider her as your older sister. I smile at her, nodding shyly.

" Yeah, I need to work you know" I sigh sitting in the chair infront of her.

" So, did you finally moved on from him?" She ask. I nodded slowly " kinda?" You said. Reminding once again How jin tells you that hes there for you and not Yoongi anymore.

" Whats the meaning of that?" She ask drinking her tea leaning back against the chair.

" Yoongi will always be my first love unnie and it's not easy to forget him just like that we came a long way and seeing him once again at the party is very... difficult. Thank god Jin is there for me" You said taking a breath reaching out for her tea and she passed it to you.

" Do you really love Jin?" she ask cautiously, you look at her for a moment. Before nodding at her. smiling as I explain how good jin to me

" I like Jin, He's always been there for me. Im gratefu -" she cut you off.

" maybe your confused Y/n. I dont really know what you think but in what I saw in you. Maybe you just like Jin because he's giving you love that you never felt before to Yoongi. But the thing is I can see that you still like Yoongi , your just giving Jin a chance but your heart is still to someone else, am I wrong? " solar said, your confused now, and you dont know what to say. You like Jin but you still care for yoongi.

"Im- mad at yoongi and he cheated on me . Why should I- " I said back, solar just sigh holding my hands and squeezing it lightly. when I start to realize something

" You have all the right to be mad, but you should clear your feelings for him first before you accept Jin in your life Y/n. It's unfair for him and you know what I mean" she said standing up and ruffle my hair before leaving the room. Im just speechless as i was already. DID I JUST USED JIN ALL THIS TIME? Just because his there for me doesnt mean I love him, am i stupid ? You burst into tears , realising what you have done. Your just using Jin as your shield to make yourself believe that your already ok when your not. Your using him as your pillow to cry on and he became your comfort zone.

You were crying loudly and Solar came back with a water on her hands opening the door and saw you crying. Slowly opening it and just leaning at the door waiting for you to calm down.She reach for you back and smoothed her hands on them.

" It's ok" she said and quickly hug her crying once again

"Unnie, what do I do?, I dont want to use Jin. He's important to me" you said , hiccuping as you spoke.

" I cant tell you what to do y/n, your the only one who can decided for yourself. Im just here to listen and to make things clear for you. I dont want you to experience what I did before." She said wiping my tears with her thumbs crying together with me. " be strong" she said and you just nodded.

I walk down the hall looking so haggard from crying the people are starring at me murmuring words as a tear left again in my eyes. My phone started to ring and when I pull it out I saw Jins name on it, my tears become a cry slowly holding my phone in my ears, my tears betrayed me , rather than being silent I walk in a corner of the building crying loudly, I feel so guilty.

"H- Hell-o?" I struggly said.

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