Forgive Me S2 : I Hurt You ☑️

YONGSEO HAEJWO 2: Chapter 22

Y/n's POV

I started to open the door and get inside but then I realized Yoongi  grab my arms and force me to look back.

"Y/n!!" He shouted.

" What are you doing! Let me go!" I insist grabbing my arms back , the others started to rush inside seeing us  grabbing each other.

"Yoongi let her go!" Jin shouted as he grab Yoongi's hand that is grabbing me.

"It's our problem hyung!" He shouted

"She's not yours anymore Min Yoongi! Stop this and let her go, your hurting her!" Jin started to push him away but Yoongi is still holding on, looking at Jin angrily.

"So you think your better?, You think that both of you didn't hurt me?. You  take the chance Jin and seduce her from me, you hide her from me!" Yoongi shouted as her tears began to fall. Jin eyes widen as he felt guilty from it, he knows that Yoongi is doing good with Jieun and he took it as a chance to court Y/n. But just then a loud noise echoes the room.

I slap Yoongi

"Shut up!, Jin is my friend and you know it already that he loves me, but I choose you Yoongi. How can you say that to him, when he let you and didn't interfere with our relationship. That relationship that you broke! It's not his fault, stop blaming him!" I shouted after I slap Yoongi in the face. My angers went out and my tears began to fall endlessly. Namjoon came back and saw the scene, he lock the door as he move to the side and ask the others what is going on.

"I wanted to contact you, I wanted to meet you Y/n but- but Im Im afraid that you will push me away. Im sorry please give me a second chance" Yoongi stated kneeling down holding my hand as he sob.

"You wanted,but you never did. Those time I was alone I feel so suffocated and Hurt waiting for you to call me. I've been doing my best not to be depressed because Im hoping one of those days you will come and get me to take me back ,But you never did. All you did is to hurt me Yoongi, getting out with your new girl and have fun with your life, not knowing that I really wanted to kill my self because of you. But Jin help me to get up and do something for myself, to bring back the passion that I lost, I Accepted him , because I want to help myself.  But Im hurting and using him just to move on from you! This fuxking feelings are too stupid to love you!" The room went silent as I drop all my words to him, I quickly open the door and went out to my car crying as I start the engine.

" Yoongi, your right I took advantage for it. But I just don't want to see her in pain. I already told you before, if you let her go, I will do my very best to get her back." Jin said and left the room.

" Jin Hyung!" Jungkook shouted as he followed Jin outside.

" Hyung, please let's stop this." Namjoon said patting Yoongi's back as he turn around and Hug him.

"Im a bad person Namjoon-ah, I always hurt the people around me" Yoongi let his member comfort him as they start to tell him some nice words. They dont want to point who's at fault, the three of them needs comforts and shoulders to lean on.

" No hyung, it's just that you love each other that's why it hurts. I know everything will be ok soon" Jimin said hugging Yoongi at the back.

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I slam the door closed , allowing myself to cry and felt the pain once again.

" Why Am I so stupid? Why I can't jusy move on easily!" My tears are flooded on my pillow as I blame myself for being so weak.  I suddenly got a call from Jin but I think that it should be better not to answer it.

"Unnie , can I quit the proposal?" I said after solar picked up the phone.

"What! Y/N NO! i told you already, if you started it there's no turning back. A lot of people knows already that you are working with them, we cant just throw a miss understanding to the fans" She said. I bite my lips as my tears began to dry.

"Im sorry. Dont worry I will handle this"

"Hey, whats going on? Are you hurt or something?" She said as the tone of nervousness builds upon her.

"Yeah, Im hurting myself and people around me " Solar then comforted me  as she tries to calm me down.

"Y/n I know its hard and I can't really help you with that. But you also need to find the answer inside you. Do you still love Yoongi?" She ask, I started crying once again realizing why I cant just let go of him.

"Y-yes"

"Then give him a second chance", she said.

"I cant ,he hurt me unnie"

"I know, but seeing you neglecting him , and  its making you feel so wrong like this. Maybe a second chance will change everything" solar dropped the phone call when she heard that the meeting will be starting soon, my mind become a mess of giving him one more chance.

"Should I? Can we go back to the things we used to be?" I closed my eyes with a heavy heart as my sleep is taken over me.

After a few hours I open my phone to see A lot of missed call from Yoongi and Jin. I started to wonder how should I face them or even answer them when they call me tonight.
Suddenly my phone buzzed at the name of Yoongi on the screen. My hands are fidgeting either to pick it or drop the call. But I also wanted to hear what he wanted to say.

"Yeah?"

"Thankgod Y/n you pick up, Are you ok? Look Im sorry", he said, I small smile forms on my lips without knowing it. He still have effects on me, knowing that I have loved him for too long is not really a surprise that he can still made me smile after all the heart breaks.

"Its ok, Yoongi I wanted to talk to you..."

" Really?, When?"

"Now, come to my apartment, we need to settle this"I said ,yoongi then excitedly drop the call and drive all the way to my apartment.