Forgive Me S2 : I Hurt You ☑️

YONGSEO HAEJWO 2: Chapter 19

Jin's POV

I called Y/n to tell her we can have a dinner tonight ,but in my surprise she greeted me with a crying voice.

"What's wrong babe? Where you crying?" i ask my mind is panicking , to thinking if someone attacked Y/n.

"J-jin...Im s-sorry" she said on the other line, she started to cry loudly,I can hear her heavy breathing and sniffle. I still don't know what's happening and it's frustrating me.

"Tell me where are you, what's wrong y/n!" I shouted loudly , getting the attention of the guys as we came back in the dorm and at the living room.

"I'm sorry, sorry ,sorry" she just keep on saying those words, and It's making me mad more. I quickly check the time and thought that she might be still in the building

" Im coming "i said but she quickly said No, begging for me to stop.
"What do you want me to do y/n , your calling right now crying saying sorry .I don't even know why! Tell me what's wrong at least." My eyes are getting teary as I feel so mad and hearing her crying .

The boys feels so alarmed and Namjoon can't help but to ask Seokjin. Since he's now panicking biting his thumb digging his teeth on it.

"Hyung what's wrong" Namjoon ask.
I shoot namjoon a glare as he tell me to calm down.

"I don't know, Y/n please tell me what wrong. Im going crazy every minute please babe " I said throwing my back on the couch crying helplessly,as they watch me without knowing nothing too.

"We have to break up Jin" she said in a shaky voice, my eyes widen in surprise, standing up in surprise as my tears continue to fall.

"What! W-what are you saying y/n, did i do something wrong?, Did some one attacks you to break up with me? Tell me , please dont do this." Seokjin was tearing up as the other members widen their eyes catching up about what is happening, Yoongi is confused , Yee he likes to get back with Y/n but he also didnt like seeing Jin being hurt like this.

"Jin, can we meet in my place ? Do you have time" y/n said and I quickly said yes " Im coming" I said and quickly pull my jacket and hat as I rush out of the door telling my manager to drive me in Y/n's place.

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I get out of the car and quickly steps inside her apartment, i knew the passcode since she wants me to have an easy access to it. I quickly pull the door and closed it running towards the living room. My heart shrunk seeing my love crying and hugging her knees as he watch a picture of us in her phone.

"Y/n" i whispered , she quickly look at me ,her eyes was swollen and her cheeks are red and shes still crying .I slowly walk towards her ,hugging her in my arms, and I smile when she accepts it hugging me back.

"Oppa Im sorry" she said once again. I pull away cupping her cheeks ,and our eyes met.

"What's wrong? Why are you saying sorry?" I ask kissing her forehead. But she lean back out of my reach.

" Don't do that, i dont deserve any of those" she said softly, I pull her back kissing it completely.

"Yes you deserve it, now tell me what's wrong please, I'm so worried for you" i said and she nodded.tugging my hand and dragging me inside her room. As we arrived she let me sit on the bed and pull out a ring . Her and Yoongi's wedding ring. My heart shuttered as I look at it and her getting teary again.

"It's our ring" she said, fighting back her tears, i look at her confused .

"I - why did you ...pick it up?" I ask, my heart is aching as she start to bite her lips in guilt.

"Im sorry Jin..but I realise that I am just using you to comfort myself, I don't know If I love you or not but the only thing that clears to me is, I still like Yoongi and I don't want to use you anymore ,I dont want to hurt you" she said, my tears fall on its own, listening to her. I cant even get mad at her because I know for myself that she still likes Yoongi, but what can I do? I love her,I want her to move on from him and accepts me.

"I am not complaining Y/n ,just keep on using me if that brings your happiness,I don't mind. I just want you to be happy"i said tugging her towards me as she stumble in my arms crying.

"No Jin , I cant do that your important to me and I don't want to use you just because Im hurting. I need to find my own happiness without using you and that's the only way for me to be free." She said, I start kissing her but she didn't respond like how she used to. I pull back looking at her eyes and her lips are saying No.

" But I love you so much Y/n, your the only women that I loved every since I met you. I gave you and Yoongi a space because I know you like him. But how come you cant see my feelings for you?" I said ,but she shake her head in response.

"I see you Jin, I can see all of it
, but I just love Yoongi so much that it hurts me Everytime I see him now, holding Jieun's hands, kissing her and sleeping with her, and you dont deserve to be a replacement. You deserve someone better and its not me Im ruined ." She said I hugged her tightly crying loudly in her arms.

"I dont care Y/n just use me, I just want to be with you forever" I said, Y/n just brush her hand in my hair to my back calming me down as. She kissed my temple sweetly saying that I deserve better and Im preciuos. All of her words are calming me down but the pain didnt left at all.

"Jin, I know you like to see me happy and I want to do the same thing for you. I cant love you If I am still into him, I want to move on naturally and if that happens if we are meant to be then we will be in each others future" she said ,kissing my cheeks. I felt week , I know that when she decided on something no one will ever change her mind ,even me.

I nodded in response as I kiss her passionately, and it took her a minute before responding into the kiss. Our moment is sweet and soft I can feel her hunger and sadness in the kiss. She tried to pull back but I deepen the kiss ,knowing that this will be the last time I can kiss her like this.

"J-jin" she said.

"Please at least this one, making it our last kiss as a couple" I said and continue to kiss her lips pushing my body on her ,until her back touches the bed and her hands was wrapped on my back.
"Always remember that I love you Y/n, Im always here for you ok?, Nothing will change beside the relationship and the things we did. You make me happy even with those little time we spend, I will always love you " I said and her eyes tear up again, i wipe it with my thumb and start kissing her again and she allows me.

"Thank you " she said and we were just making out until the both of us drifted to sleep ,hugging each other in the bed as the night start to get late.

I get up cooking something for her, calling her name and she slowly woke up. " y/n get up you didn't have your dinner yet, I cooked something for you" I said and she nodded,opening her eyes starring at me.

"I have to leave now, Eat it ok? And I will see you tomorrow " I said, she pushed herself up hugging my waist, and she nodded.

"Thankyou Oppa" I said and he left the room with a smile on his lips.
I walk out of the room seeing him leave the door, he quickly took a glance on me and sends a wink before he close the door.

I ate the food he serve and texted him.
" Those days I had with you are not fake Jin, Thankyou for giving me your love and making me happy. I hope our friendship will not be shaken by this,I love you oppa💜"

Jin get inside the dorm meeting 6 pairs of eyes, he smile sadly ,and drop the phone in the ground. Before crying his heart out and the boys hugged him in comfort.