365 days Apart (l.s)

DAY 364

Wednesday, January 16

9am: Waking up is still the hardest thing ever. 

10am: i got to stay on face-time with Harry until he had a pap walk with Olivia... Again.

11am: went for a walk and got to talk pictures with my fans... that made me smile.

12pm: Got back home, and took a nice very long shower 

1:30: Got a snack and some water 

1:45: sat down and watched a movie 

3:00: I go back to sleep. its a lot easier to sleep then cry.

5:00: I woke up and called Harry. I miss him, I could hear him crying over the phone i just wanted to hug and kiss him and tell him everything would be alright, because we would. We love each other very much and i could never ever hurt him. I love you haz I love you so much through everything we've been through i love you so much. 364 days left. I told him. We're married we will fight through this if i have to quit singing I WILL do that because i love you so much i said. he whimpers, trying his best not to cry over the phone "I love you so so so much Louis, I dont ever want to lose you. I wont let you quit singing I will stop singing. I wont let you lose your dream, I've already had my dream. Goodnight now my love, its 10pm for you and you need sleep." and then he hangs up without letting me speak, of course. 

10:00: I'm going to go to sleep because there is absolutely nothing else to do.

11:00 I woke up crying, i had a nightmare. I get some water and go back to bed.

(284 words incredible! Let me tell you guys somethings about myself to lighten the mood; My names Marilyn, and my birthdays July 29. And my twitter is: lol_tidepod. That's all I'm telling you. Have a good day, night, morning.)