Social Anxiety is wanting to say yes to going out with friends but feelings like they only asked because no one ever does and not because they want to hang out with you.
It's wanting to have friends but to afraid they actually don't want you around
It's wanting to voice your opinion but to afraid that you might sound stupid or hurt someone.
It's wanting to go out and not feel like complete shit and super nervous as you walk around the store contemplating on if you should buy that very much needed product your toting in your hand.
It's wanting to be around your family but feeling like your the problem in their lives and you make it worse just by breathing
Social Anxiety is wanting to be okay and confident in public but everything you do from the clothes you wear to the way you walk and the words you say you feel like everyone is judging you and it is a living hell- daily.
Social Anxiety is staying at home sitting on your bed by yourself as you family goes into town because being alone is hard but NOT being alone is harder, because that shit is a lot easier that having a break down in a Walmart bathroom
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RandomThese are simple thoughts and poems I have written in times of stress, depressive episodes, and breakdowns in my bathroom maybe you can relate? If so then know you are not alone I am here with you in the abyss too. {TW} Might be some triggering thin...
