drummer boy | r.h.

* eleven *

// A/N - Alright I changed my led lights to blue and put on my sad music playlist for this one guys. I got all up in my feels for this one oops. Sad boi hours. this one gets pretty dramatic. This one's pretty long. Its almost 9000 words and a lot happened but I wanted to try to get all of this in one chapter so sorry if its a bit of a clusterfuck. //

Your heart was beating out of your chest, your stomach flipping as your palms began to sweat. You felt like you were gonna be sick. "T-That's not real..." You handed Jessie her phone back, shaking your head as tears started to flood your eyes. "Tell me you're lying! Tell me this is a prank right now and I won't fucking kill you" You snapped, Ben putting a hand on your back as Jessie flinched slightly at your change of tone. "Y/n I've known Jessie since 7th grade...She's definitely not on Heather's side in this feud.." You looked at Ben, still shaking your head as tears started to roll down your cheeks. "N-No.." Ben sighed, pulling you into his arms as you started to cry. "I'm gonna kill him...I swear to god. I'm gonna fucking kill him" You shook your head, crying into Ben's shoulder as you held onto him. "Do you wanna go yell at him? Maybe get some steam off?" You shook your head, pulling out of the hug and wiping your eyes although you didn't stop crying. "I don't wanna be near him.. I don't even wanna be in the same state as him right now!! W-Will you take me home?" He nodded, picking up his bag "Of course, come on" The two of you left the study hall room, headed down the hallway. Ben still had his hand on your back in an attempt to comfort you as you two walked. A few students would look at you as you walked by, the news having already started to spread around the school since Heather was involved. He wrapped his arm around you as you two headed to the back of the parking lot where his car was at. "It's gonna be okay, y/n" You kept quiet, tears streaming down your cheeks as you clutched onto the promise ring on your hand. 

"Oh, shit... Y/n keep your head down.." Ben mumbled as you two got closer to the car yet you ignored him, looking up. Rodrick's van was of course parked next to Ben's car and Rodrick was in the driver's seat, head in his hands. Ben attempted to get you in the car as silently as possible, praying Rodrick didn't notice but of course he did. Rodrick looked up, immediately shooting up as he saw you. "Y/n!" He opened his door, stumbling out of the van. "Leave me the fuck alone.." Your voice was barely above a whisper as you opened the passenger door to Ben's car, getting in. "Y/n, please! It's no-" You cut him off, looking at him as you held the car door open. "Its not what I think?! Its EXACTLY what I think Rodrick!! I knew you weren't over her.." Rodrick had tears rolling down his face, the necklace that was usually wrapped around his neck that held the promise ring was in his hand and he was clutching it tightly. "Please you have to-" You sighed, looking away from him as you cut him off again. "Go have your happily ever after with your little barbie doll" You slammed the door and Ben immediately started to drive before Rodrick could say anything. 

"You okay?" Ben glanced over to you as he drove and you shook your head, staring out the window as you started to cry silently again. "It's gonna be okay, Y/n. I promise" You were silent, letting your head lean against the window as Ben drove you to your house. When you arrived Ben pulled in your driveway, parking the car and looking over at you. "You want me to stay? Or do you want to be alone?" You picked your bag up off the floor of the car, giving him a weak smile. "Ill text you" You mumbled, signaling that you wanted to be alone. "Please be safe.." You gave him a nod and shut the door, heading inside. As you opened the door your sister turned to you, her eyebrows rising up. "What are you doing home from school! School doesn't end for another hour mom will kill you!" As she walked closer to you she noticed your tears, her face falling. "What happened?!" 

Everything suddenly washed over you, reality hitting you like a truck. "R-Rodrick kissed another g-girl" You cried out, choking on your sobs. "WHAT?!" Your sister screamed, immediately pulling you into her arms. "Oh god... Y/n I'm so so sorry.." You clutched onto her like a lifeline, starting to sob as you realized reality. He had cheated on you.