rewriting - winkun

chapter seven

chapter 7:
pay attention to me.

Nearing the comeback date as all the preparation for the comeback is already complete, the members were very excited as they haven't had comeback for almost a year. SMENT also told them they will be promoting the comeback in Korea. Most of the member is busy taking Korean classes for Korean promotion.

Kun hasn't got the time to talk to Winwin about his weird dream about the future. Winwin was also very mad at him for always rejecting his sexual need. From Kun's perspective, he is not wrong. They were always surrounded by members and with the hectic dance practice, Kun can barely make the day. It's all Winwin's fault for being horny every other day for whatever reason.

Winwin started ignoring Kun after sometimes. Kun wasn't sure why, either because he was mad at Kun or he didn't want to get close to Kun in order to prevent himself from getting horny. Kun thinks both reasons are ridiculous. The manager started asking him what happened to them and the fans started noticing the difference.

Kun texted Winwin one night asking the younger idol to have dinner with him outside, alone. Winwin rejected him saying that he had already made a promise to Jaehyun. Kun thought that, well... They can meet up some other times since they live together but Winwin is publicly ignoring him. Kun is angry at Winwin's childish act.

Kun tried to be more understanding of Winwin, trying to give him more space. Trying to not over-controlling him but Winwin is crossing the line. He didn't want to be alone with Kun, always rejecting him and he even locked his shared room with Lucas when he never did any of it before. He was blocking Kun out from his life!

Kun almost lost his temper one morning when Winwin didn't even look at his face after accidentally bumping into him in the living room but since Winwin is too cute he can't help to get angry. He missed Winwin! He missed Winwin's savage reply and sharp humor. He missed the younger horny hand that will always find an excuse to rub his waist.

The older idol asked Winwin about it through WeChat and Winwin trying to deny that he wasn't ignoring Kun. He was just busy.

One night before 'the stage' recording for their turn back time stage the members were given a day off. Kun already texted Winwin in advance that he wanted to spend his day off with his boyfriend but Winwin said he and Lucas already plan to learn boxing together. Kun was about to get angry again but Xiaojun was so excited asking the taller idol if he can join them which was then agreed by the duo.

If Kun really wanted to spend time with Winwin, he should've asked to join them as well but he isn't doing that. Winwin asked Kun if he wanted to join them but Kun was so angry he didn't even respond to Winwin. He turned off his phone all day. Locked himself in his studio and composed a rock track explaining his anger he couldn't express with his action.

He should've return early to the dorm since they need to wake up early for 'the stage' recording but it was already midnight but Kun was still burning in anger. He lost track of time since he switched off his phone and he told no one about his whereabouts.

"Why are you still here!?" Winwin entered Kun's studio without knocking first. He stormed in with his angry tone and clearly sounded angry for a very obvious reason.

Kun was shocked at first but he was so irritated at Winwin for not knocking first. He respected Winwin's personal space but why can't Winwin do the same? Kun's eyes were in bright red, he is tired, sleepy, furious, and most desperate for Winwin's attention.

Kun already plans to scream at Winwin for invading his personal space but instead, tears falling on his cheek. His breathing started failing him. His leg started giving up on him, his chest started tightening.