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Rough day- Fluff

I dislike valentines day but since it's a holiday it matters a lot. It's kinda a Valentines day fic but I couldn't finish it in time

Highschool AU

George has a rough day at school and with life in general, but realizing his feelings for his best friend is just an added topping of stress. When you don't know how to love or what it even feels like, how could you blame 'em?

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George's POV

When it comes to things like this, love has never been something I'm really fond of. Of course I've been in relationships but I've never been able to bring myself to say those three words. I've never felt that feeling of electricity or fireworks when I would kiss them or even be with them. It was like a flick to me and nothing else.

Its always my fault that we break up because they don't know the difference and want to seem special to someone. I guess I just "Haven't found the one yet" as my parents would say but it's still odd, isn't it? A teenager not being love sick. Huh.

Love.  It means, 'An intense feeling of deep affection.' But what is affection? It's more known for physical affection like touch or hugs but vocal affection is saying something like I love you. How is it something so simple yet complex to understand? You hear it all the time but that's the problem.

I guess I never truly understood. Not until recently that those words have been almost slipping. But not for some girl or any other guy but this one guy. A guy named Dream.

My best friend. I never would have thought that I'd have this feeling for my best friend and not just in a joking way. I seriously mean it when I think that I love him but..does he love me back? He says it all the time but is it just a joke? Real question is would he? I mean, two guys? He's never truly addressed his sexuality before but worry is still there when I think about rejection. About what might happen to our friendship.

It's only been recently that I've figured it out is it even real? Am I just lonely? No, the "butterflies" and "sudden urges" aren't fake. I do very much love him..in ways I didn't think I could.

But how am I supposed to go on with daily life and activities when I love my best friend? When I see him and hangout with him every day? It's almost like a curse.

"George? Hello!!?" A hand was waved in my face that snapped me out of my intrusive thoughts. I glanced over to the voice and there he was, in his handsome glory with that stupid,
stupid smile.

"H-huh? Sorry, spaced out." I apologized and shook my head. He laughed and looked back to the morning road.

"You've been doing a that a lot lately but are you excited? Valentines day is just around the corner?"

I shrugged and let out a held breath.
"You know I don't like Valentines day, it's a waste of a day and honestly a waist of money."

He laughed at my complaint glancing back to me for a quick moment. "I know that but come on! Have anyone in mind? Anyone at all?" He really knew how to push my buttons. Maybe that's why I like him so much;

"No." I rolled my eyes.

"What about Emma in our Ap history? Or Klar from computer tech?" He asked, his fingers tapping against the steering wheel. Nervous? I mean..thats what he did when he was nervous while driving. Why?