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Confirmation- Fluff

Lots of POV changes in this which, I apologize for. I think that they are kinda necessary for the story to be good (in my opinion) but enjoy!

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Fluff with a little bit of angst, so if you get triggered by panic attacks and or character yelling at other characters then read with caution. But I promise it doesn't last long and isn't that bad:)

Word count: 2843

DREAMS POV

George. It was George.

It was always George.

He was always either streaming, filming or editing, that's all he's been doing for the past what? Three weeks? Since we've moved in together, I've realized how distant we've been getting lately.

We moved in together almost a year ago but its like every day for the past month he's been avoiding me. I know he wouldn't mean to on purpose but he's spent every waking hour of his days streaming with friends or joining their streams. Then maybe filming some sort of video and editing it.

And when he's not doing those things he's sleeping.

Of course I understand working with and for social media platforms that your pretty busy keeping up with Twitter, Instagram, Twitch, YouTube, etc. But recently its like George has been using that as an excuse to ignore me and be a workaholic.

Its like the only other times I see him is when he's finally done for the night, which normally is very late like 2 A.M and decided that sleep is just now a necessity. Or when I hop on the SMP, join them in a game of JackBox or just any other game. Of course I wouldn't tell him to just stop but I miss him..

I don't miss this workaholic, almost never there, always hanging out with pretty much anybody but me, George. I miss the Clingy, cuddly, attention hogging George that wouldn't have his attention glued to a some sort of technology.

But alas, that's not even the worse part.

I'll admit it, I'm jealous. Of who you might be asking? Quackity, Karl, and  Sapnap. The thing is, is Quackity is obsessed with George. Constantly blowing up is phone and asking him to join or do a stream with him. And Karl would just tag along if Quackity was there and Sapnap would tag along if Karl was there. Bad would even end up there because Quackity dragged him or offered him subs but Bad is the only person who knows how I feel about the situation.

He tried to passively let George know that he's been kinda busy lately and to take a break but he refuses. Saying he 'has nothing better to do.' It pains me to hear those words from my own boyfriend but Bad was streaming and no one but our friends know where dating. So there wasn't much he could say without chat suspecting something.

Those three, as bad would say 'muffin heads' are Constantly, passively flirting with him and making stupid jokes like: "oh I bet you wish you where with me right now Georgie bahahah." I know its a joke but I can't help but feel the anger bubble up, as I hear George's giggly voice in response.

I wish George wouldn't have his attention glued to a computer screen. I wish the lap he sat on wasn't the one of his gaming chair; I wish the application he felt wasn't just from his fans and friends. And the George that would join me on a trip to the grocery store and make cutesty actions all day.

The George that would whine for attention until I had finally wrapped my arms around him, pulling him close and bringing him warmth and comfort. The George that would just randomly hug me and let me pepper his face with kisses.