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Need -Fluff/Angst?

This should be a quick Oneshot, I thought of this while reading over some story ideas and this is something to get out while I'm working on other projects.

The prompt is that George and Dream are partners and are at a party. Dream is very needy and rather jealous. George isn't the bad guy as he's just trying to enjoy the party. While Dream is upset that George is constantly getting flirted with and touched by other people. Its leaving Dream frustrated.

Warning: praise/comfort, crying, alcohol mentions, and lime. Intense making out and rather suggestive moments but doesn't go that far.

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Unedited, just previewed/skimmed over.

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Dreams POV.

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I was tired, sad, and alone. Alone yet in a crowded room of people who where enjoying themselves with alcohol and interaction. An old college friend of George's invited him to a party and of course I came a long.
I thought it was just a small reunion party but no, they invited pretty much that whole graduating class.

Although, I didn't realize how lonely I'd be without him. Keeping a close eye from a far as he smiled and laughed with other people. It made me happy that he was happy but it was like watching the love of your life smile more than you've made them.

I love seeing him happy and interactive with other people. He's being social! I'm not the type of partner that restricts a person from having friends of any kind, gender, sexuality, and so on. I want him to know he has freedom. But...It hurts for some reason to see him smile while being obviously flirted with. People coming up and touching his arm or full on hugging him around his shoulders was a pain in my chest.

It felt like a hole in my heart and a numbing in my bone, I couldn't explain. Maybe I really was just feeling lonely or worse, jealous. Worse as I don't want to be defensive or come off rude to his friends. Yet..everything comes back to his smile.

That warm, happy smile. It's brighter than any sun in any galaxy. It's that beautiful double helix strand that helps to compose his carefully crafted DNA. A bit nerdish but he's a fine piece of naturalistic art down to the smallest atom and molecule in his body.

(Gosh I'm a huge science nerd currently learning more about biology and more specifically central Dogma. Ah, it's so interesting!)

Nonetheless, he is everything I could ever want and more.

I stood leaning against the island in the kitchen, I didn't feel like drinking tonight. I also had to drive but even so I was hurt too much. Odd how a person could make me feel so weak. This ache, this pain and pounding in my chest is something similar to heart break. I've felt it before with past partners but this is somehow similar to that. We're still together and I more then trust him. Yet, even so I wouldn't be able to shake it with any substance I do.

I watched from a far as he smiled and enjoyed the company of old friends. He's not much of a drinker as he used to be, I could tell he's trailed off as his beer was barely even half full.

This one guy, I've had my eye on for a while, has been getting way too comfortable. I could tell as he wasn't shit faced drunk so I can't blame it on that. He had his hands all over George. He tried to be secretive when taking glances and running his hands places he shouldn't. George in return would do that awkward smile.

Something about him I don't like, maybe it's obvious maybe I'm just a dick but George seemed to be just fine!

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