We haven't talked since what happened. I'm just so hurt and angry with myself, how could I ever think you actually felt the same way? I'm so stupid and useless.
The worst thing though is that I don't know if I can stay away. You don't love me yet I want to come running back so bad. I see you everyday in those halls and just wish things could go back. Go back to the way they were before this big old mess.
But as much as I want to forgive you and just pretend what happened never happened, it did. As much as i want you to love me you don't.
I'm hurting so much Harry and as much as it is your fault it is mostly mine. I was the one that over thought what was a close friendship into more. I was the one that broke us apart. I was the one who got my hopes up. And for that Harry I am extremely sorry.
~Adeline Walker (2/11/15)
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oceans [h.s.] [on hold]
FanfictionI guess you could call them two troubled depressed kids, So in love it hurt. Him drowning in her eyes, Her drowning in the idea of love. Both drowning in the terrible ocean of depression... cover credit: papipayno
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