Cry For Me( satzu) COMPLETE

Chapter # 15 embarrassing

Tzuyu's POV*

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-"ahhhhhhhhhhhh" i woke up with heavy head i really don't wanna wake up but

when i open my eyes i saw that i fall a sleep in the living room on the cold floor

The last thing i remember is i followed sana but she leaves me.

I really don't have enough power to follow her. I just sit on the floor and cry. I fall a sleep without knowing.

On the cold floor. Its first time. If my mom and dad saw me in this situation they will not believe.

I should talk to sana. I should explain to her about yesterday incident.

I get up and go to my room i just wash my face and drive to sana's apartment.

I saw jihyo and jeongyeon came out from the building same time. They were talking to each other.

"oh?? Tzuyushi you are here this time" jihyo said and both looked at me from head to toe.

I know i looks weird. I guess i didn't even fix my hair properly.

No makeup nothing i just wanna meet her. That it.

"ohh good morning... I just came to meet sana" i said

"ahhh.. She is at home you can meet her. But i don't no if she is awake or not. When you ring the door bell if she didn't woke up please go inside" jihyo said

"is it okey?" i ask

"of course you can.. Door lock password is XXXXX" She said

"okey thank you have a great day" i said and bid good bye to them.

After they left i went inside the building. I stand in front of the main door.

As they said no body open the door when i ring the door bell. Soo i open it..

I went inside and i know sana's room already because i was being here three four times with her.

Soo i went near to her room and take deep breath. I knock but no response. I open the door slowly and look inside from the side.

I saw she is sleeping on her bed with same clothes she didn't even covered her self.

And i saw there is some beer cans down her bed. Soo she drink last night after she came home?

I took all the empty cans and trow it in the garbage in the kitchen. Then went back to see her.

I saw she was sitting on the bed while holding her forehead with both her hands. Maybe she is having hangover. Headache also same as me.

i clear my throat then she looked at me with surprised eyes

"why you here?" she stand from the bed and ask me.
I went near to her and let her sit down again and i kneel in front of her.

I hold her both hands and place it on her lap. She look at me. I look in to her eyes.

I don't know what's in her eyes.

"why you didn't told me about that? I feel soo embarrassing" she said and look at her hand that i was holding.

"its mean that you knew about me and dahyun. That's why in the that time you told her that im your girlfriend?" she ask this time she looked at me.

I nod as yes. She sigh and again look down she looks mad

JUST listen.. At least hear me out "i said

" has it been fun for you? "she ask look at me

" as you saw me weep and wail for a lady did you think that i was easy? "

" you must've thought soo little of me. You were giving me support for everything like giving candy to a kid"she said

"how could i do such a thing? When i feel the same way... There was a woman i liked for quite long time, and quite a lot. The things you said on the phone were just like how i was feeling. That's why i warmed up to you." i said..

Yes i had.. I had crush on my best friend.. We were studying together for s  long long time. But i never confess to her about my feelings.

I was soo pathetic. I was scared that she will reject me because im a girl too.

But later on she told me that she have feelings about my cousin brother soo i just let my feelings to fly away. I let them to be happy.

"the chance of meeting someone who's you is very slim. That slim chance means it's special. And i never miss anything special"

I hold her chin and lift it to see her eyes.

" im sorry. It's not something i should yell at you about i was embarrassed "

" it's the part of me that i hate the most. I can't say things like that even when I'm sober i was embarrassed that you heard it all"

"im sorry i didn't tell you sooner " i said and smile. I leaf forward and gave her and gave her hug. She hig me back.

"sana really are you dating jin. I ask her while still she was on my embrace. She nod and i can feel it. I break our hug. I looked at her.

" can i ask something? "

" sure"

"why didn't things work out with the that you talked about??" she ask

"oh.. Well..."

"was it rude" she ask with weak smile. I smiled back

"she married my cousin brother"

"ohhhhhh...i see"

"you don't have to be like that. If things had worked out i wouldn't have met you.." i said she smile

"you're soo straightforward"

"I've learned that I'll miss everything if i hesitate too long

I knew this is wrong but i can't resist her lips.

I lean forward she looked at me. She didn't even blink. She just keep staring at me blankly

I close out distance, i my lips on hers. It was a quick one. I withdraw my self from her.

And look at her again. She didn't push me away. I hold her face and bring to me once more and kiss her.

I know she have boyfriend she loves someone else not me. But i can't handle it.

She didn't react soo i push away from her again. I look at her and gave her weak smile. Now im feeling embarrassed. Because i kiss her. She doesn't even kiss me back.

"tzuyu you know that" she speak but i cut her.

"i know.. I know its wrong  i know that you already have a boy friend.

To Be Continue guys *******

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Im planing to end this soon." 🙏🙏🙏🙏 because i can't update everyday.. But let's see. Thank you soo much for the votes guy i really need that love you 😘😘😘 see you in next chapter