Your smiling face is what makes me happy
But the expression you made on the last days you were with me is what's keeping me awake every night
I can't seem to accept the fact you were lying about what you felt when you were in so much pain just to make me feel at eased
No, it was the worst.
I can never forget your face, your joke, your laugh eventho it caused you misery
I never ever thought of losing you
I am mad at myself, and I'll continue to do so
I can never forgive myself for making you cry many times
You were the best friend I have never acknowledge
And my worst heartbreak, the type where I'm never gonna be whole ever again
You made me so complete that I don't even know how to live now that you're no longer with me
Please tell me how can I go back to the time when happiness and love was so easily afforded?
Looking at the sky as the light from the stars softly twinkle
My heart mourn for I am looking 5 years past but can no longer go back
I will never be comforted.
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The Past
PoesíaI lost my Mom at 15 on Valentines day I lost my Dad at 21 on Christmas eve Not seeking any sympathy just pure therapy. Ever wonder what it's like to be looking in the sky and be there in the actual moment? I badly wanted to be there, not just lookin...
