chapter two ; you won

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I slowly and hesitantly flutter my eyes open to the sight of brown hair in my face.
Once again I had slept with Elle on the sofa that tends to happen a lot when I can't sleep but now it's becoming more of an habit.
I slowly put my head up trying not to wake Elle up. My arm was wrapped around her waist and her head layed on my chest. She let out cute silent little snores wich meant that she was still asleep. I looked over the clock next to the sofa marking that it was eight a.m. I just couldn't wake her up at eight am in a Saturday especially when she looks so cute asleep.
Damn it I always end up calling Elle cute at first it was just teasingly since she is my best friend but after that I had developed some kinda of strange feelings for her that not even myself could distinguish what they mean.
My feelings are like a puzzle with lost pieces and I never get to see what the final image looks like cause there is always something missing.
I slowly unwrap my arms from Elle and tip toe to the kitchen trying not to wake her up. I opened our fridge and chuckled quietly "guess we have to go grocery shopping" I muttered to myself at the sight of my almost empty fridge. I get out a box of froot loops cereals and a half empty milk jar and pour it together in a bowl. I quickly eat it and go take a shower.
Oh shower, the perfect time to sing, think about life, and just simple be weird. Oh yeah and take a shower itself. In my case I am probably 70% being weird and 30% taking a shower.
I get out of the shower and wrap a towel around my bare body as I look into the mirror and just stand there staring at myself for a couple of seconds until I get back to reality. I put on my danisnotonfire and amazingphil shirt with some white skinny jeans along with just some black combat boots. I'm not the kinda of person that cares much about their hair so I just simply brush it and let it dry on itself.
It didn't took me more than a few minutes to get ready so I get my phone and check my messages I had a few messages from Neve, a message from myah, quite a lot of messages from Kenna that I didn't bother to read it all and a message from laylee.
I decided to listen to music after responding to all the messages so I get my iPod and start playing a song.
elle's pov
I yawn silently and look back letting out a sigh of disappointment as I realize Ana isn't there. She's like a part of me that I literally can't live without. Honestly she have always been my favourite, ever since we met in kindergarten we've always been inseparable but something's changed. She've grown cold and distant this past month, she have been coming back to her normal goofy self this week but whenever I try to ask her what happened that month she gets mad. I feel like a horrible person not knowing what's wrong with my best friend I just have to let her take care of herself sometimes but I get to worried I mean she is my best friend after all of course I get worried. I don't even know to be honest.
I walk to the kitchen and see a bowl that still had some leftovers of cereals but I just got a banana and ate it since there wasn't really much on the fridge "guess we're going grocery shopping" I mutter to myself and chuckle.
I walk to Ana's room expecting her to be there wich she glady was as I could her hear voice singing at the top of her lungs some song from my chemical romance, she did sound like she was enjoying herself so I just stayed there at the door and listened to her sing.
"Some people watch
Some people pray
But even lights can fade away
Some people hope
Some people pay
But why'd we have to stay?
'Cause even heroes
get the blues
Or any misery you choose
You like to watch
We like to use
And we were born to loose
I choose defeat
I walk away
And leave this place
The same today
Some like to sleep
We like to play
Just look at all the pain
You want the heart
Or to be saved
But even good guys still get payed
So watch my back
And keep the blade
I think I got you laid
So fake your death
Or it's your blame
And leave the lights on when you stay
Take off your clothes
And dream that fame
Come on and feel that same"
She sang with that husky voice of hers that makes the butterflies in my stomach fly around and dance.
God what am I saying, I'm straight and definitely not into Ana, she's just my best friend.
I slowly open the door and sit next to ana on the bed that she was currently laying on
"Good morning" I say smiling at her that she returns and takes off her headphones and sitting properly on the bed.
"I didn't want to wake you up" she says and I nod
"Urgh I'm starving Anaaaaaaaaa" I say and she laughs patting my head awkwardly and getting up
"Yep" she says popping the P "Guess we're going grocery shopping" she says as she tosses me a pillow that I didn't expect coming my way so it hit me in the face as I groaned and threw it on Ana's back as she was alredy on the door but as it hit her she turned around and got a pillow
"Oh it's on" she says and I scream as she run to the bed and jumps of top of me tickling my sides
"Ana s-s-top STOP!" I scream in between laughs trying to take her hands off of me but clearly failing.
After a few seconds she stops, she is on top of me looking down at me as I panted heavily trying to catch my breath. She bit her lips and just kept looking at me. I could feel her warm breath, her face was literally a few inches away from mine
"I win" she whispered in a way that sounded oddly sexual as she rolled to the other side of the bed and walks out of the room.
"You win" I whisper breathing heavily and closing my eyes.
you won ana.

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