heartache (Jihyo x female reader)

¤Chapter 31¤

3rd pov

The next day at school the group of girls were talking about their valentines dates. Dahmo had a classic picnic date with lots of food. 2yeon baked desserts together all day. Michaeng did painting and other artsy stuff together, and Satzu went to the beach to relax.

"What did you guys do?" Mina asked Jihyo and y/n. "y/n and I build a treehouse where we can be together in peace" Jihyo said with a smile. "Where?!" Chaeyoung asked. Before Jihyo could answer her question y/n cut her off. "In a tree" she said and looked at Jihyo not to say the location and ruin their special place. The others just laughed at the sarcastic answer.

"Did you do it in that tree house of yours?" Sana asked with a smirk on her face. A few seconds later she got hit from all sides. "Sana don't say that!" Jeongyeon scolded her. They looked back at the two girls and they were quiet and looking down at their fingers.

The rest look at them confused and then realised something. "You did it in the treehouse didn't you?" Tzuyu said with a raised eyebrow. They didn't need to answer for them to now.

"LEE Y/N, YOU HAD YOUR FIRST TIME IN A FACKING TREEHOUSE! THIS IS NO CHILD OF MINE, THIS IS ALL YOU JEONGYEON!" Nayeon yelled and everyone was trying to calm her down. "Come on jagi we've had sex in weirder places, remember that time whe-" Jeongyeon said but got cut off before she could finish.

"That's enough, what we did together is none of your business in the first place so let's just talk about something else" Jihyo said before things could get even worse.

"Anyways...sha'll we all hang out again after school, and Boo, Dobby and Zuko can play together!" Momo suggested to change the toppic. "I'm sorry I can't join you guys today. I have an appointment with my docter. Normally he would call about the test results, but he didn't this time, but I feel fine and had no stress so it's probably fine" y/n said.

"You'll be fine, we'll just hang out next time" Nayeon said and just in time for the bell to ring so we walked to class.

Time skip>>>>>>>>>>>

y/n pov

I rushed home after school. I opened the door and Zuko came running to me and asking to play. "y/n if you need to change do it now we need to leave in a few minutes!" I heard mom shout from the livingroom."I'm sorry little guy, you heard mom I need to go change." I said and walked to my room.

We arrived a little while later at the hospital and took a seat in the waiting room. After about 10 minutes we got called into the office and we took a seat infront of the docter.

"Thanks for comming today, the test results are in and I wanted to talk about this face to face." He spoke. I don't know why, but I got really nervous all of a sudden and started to get sweaty hands.

"For the test we made an EKG and the results we need to talk about. It's not going the way we had hoped. Even tho you said that you hadn't any stress or chest pain in the past weeks, it's not that you could feel this."

"Your heart muscles are weakening at a rapid tempo, your heartbeat is inregular and your heart has problems keeping up with the amount of blood it needs to pump trough your body."

"So what does this mean?" My mom asked. "I'm sorry to say this, but at this rate of the heart weakening it will stop beating if we don't find a heartdonor in time. We can't stop it but with a heavier dose of medication we can keep it at bay for awhile, but it 's very heavy and you'll feel sick all the time until we can find a fitting donor"

Every word that came out of his mouth hit me like a bullet. "H-how long do I have?" I asked with a shaking voice. He looked at me sympathetically before answersering

"At this rate max 4 months."

(Play Byulharang by Chungha for more feels)

My world stoped. I saw him talking more but I didn't hear anything else. I was just getting my life together and I started to feel truly happy for once. The only thing I could think about was what would happen to the people around me.

My sister would turn into stone. She would build up walls and never smile again. My friends wouldn't know how to cope with it and it would cost them their relationships. My mom would be all alone again and I fear what she would do to herself because I don't think she could handle to lose someone again.

And Jihyo...I don't even want to think about it. I can't leave her after we just  found eachother.

We drove home in a complete silence, this wasn't what we expected at all. My mom called Ha Yi unnie and said that she needed to come over because it was important. I knew she was trying to keep her cool, but I could sense that she wasn't doing well.

I walked in and sat on the couch and when Ha Yi unnie and Crush oppa came over mom explained them everything. It was now a race against the clock. I just sat there in silence. Ha Yi unnie came over to me and held me tight. She had tears streaming down her face which was unusual for her. "You're not gonna leave us, my little panda."

This was the breaking point for me. I couldn't handle the toughts in my head anymore and pushed my way outside the house. I just ran. I found myself at the only place I knew could comfort me right now. I knocked on the door trying to keep my cool and I wiped my tears before the door opened.

Jihyo opened the door and she saw the look of fear in my eyes and seeing her just broke me. My knees got weak and I let myself fall in her arms breaking down in tears. She took me up to her room and layed me on the bed in her arms.

"What happend?" she asked with a voice full of worry. "My h-heart is too w-weak. I need a d-donor or else... Ji, I have m-max 4 months without a n-new heart." I tried to explain it as clearly as I could.

"I'm scared Jihyo" I felt her tears as she just held me tight. It made me cry harder because we both realised how bad it truly was. I didn't want to leave those warm arms that always hold me. Their was only one thing I could think about.

"Ji, I don't want to die"