I Pretended That I Have An Amnesia

Chapter 2

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I woke up.

I  see white wall, white ceiling, a window beside me and I feel something wrapped on my head. I'm  wearing a hospital gown. And by that I know I'm  at the hospital.

I see two people talking.
The guy who broke my heart  and the doctor.

I heard the doctor saying I might possibly experience a short-term memory loss or worst an amnesia because of the strong impact of my head that  hit the ground.

He turned to me and I pretended sleeping. I see worry through him but its nothing to me now. I know its fake afterall.

I was internally laughing sarcastically and a decision was built on my mind.
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They finished  talking already and he went beside me.

I wanna open my eyes and scream, yell and ask him how could he do those to me.

How could he cheat on me, how could he break his promises and how could he hurt me that much.

But, afterall what he did to me. I hate to admit it but I still love him. And there's a piece of me hoping he still feels the same way too.

Later on, the door opened and I saw the same girl  doing that dirty thing with him,  the night when I got into an accident.

She went closer and closer making her face clearer for me.
And it was my best friend.

I wanna laugh, scream, slap and pull  her hair.

I wanna hurt her, I wanna hurt them both.

But, I can't. It hurts me more knowing the two people I only have and trusted with all my life both broke my trust at the same time at the worst possible way. I couldn't even think about.

I'm  blaming myself for being so stupid and not  minding every single sign I noticed before that , they might have been developing feelings for each other.

Now it hurts me more than most.
I just want to die.
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I slept thinking how much they're  hurting me and the reasons how they had the nerve to do all these to me.

I opened my eyes and acted innocent of all that happened. They immediately  went beside me and asking how I'm  feeling.

"Who are you?" I looked at him acting I don't  know him. I saw a hint of success on his face I never expected he would.

I thought it would hurt him even a bit.

How hopeless could I get?

I looked at her. My best friend, Shane.

"Who are you either?" I asked her too. I saw a hint of guilt on her face. And saw Gino's hand that went  holding her hand to maybe, assure her. 'I can handle this, don't  worry.'

'Pfft. How sweet.' I said on my mind sarcastically.

"Does neither of you have any plans answering me? Who are you both?"
I asked again with a hint of irritation on my voice.

"I am Gino and she is Shane. We saw you laying,  bathed with blood on the road and took you here at the hospital." He is sweating as he said that. Obviously, he lied.

"Oh, I see. So what are you two still doing here? You both can go now. I can handle myself from here. Thank you for taking me here. And tell me how much you paid here in this hospital. I'll  pay you back don't worry." I said that  and smiled. My savings would probably be enough.

I saw them both exhaled heavily. Releasing the air they inhaled and kept in while they we're  waiting,  intensed on what I'll  say.

They're  calm now. Thinking they survived and successfully fooled me.

For pete's sake they are an eyesore. I don't  wanna see their faces again. It hurts me.
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They both left after I gave him the cheque and the money they spent for my hospital bills.

And now, finally I'm  all alone.
Laying on my bed. Thinking of what I'm gonna do next.

I wanna go home but I know no one will be expecting me now.

My parents died in an airplane crash two years ago.

And after that I lived by myself. Sustaining myself all my needs to survive.

And a year passed I met him.
He accompanied me when I was alone. Comfort me when I was feeling so down and depressed. And showed me pure love and care and never really hurt me.

That made me assured  he's  not gonna hurt me. And that caught me off guard.

Shane just came back 2 months ago.

She was my childhood best friend.
And by that short time, she managed to steal the only guy I have.

The guy I imagined a happy ever after with.

Now, they're  living their dreams. happy together with him. Creating memories and being loved by the guy that was once mine.

The feeling, attention, care and comfort I once experienced.

I isolated my self. Away from anyone, from everyone.

I broke down the walls I built. The defenses I've  made stronger to let him enter but he failed me.

I'm  back alone with just myself  now and no one else. I'm  used to be used of being alone.

But before,  it's  better cause I'm  alone with him,  with the only guy I have, with Gino.

Now I'm  starting to get used of it again. And will never love again.

Again, I'm Arreane.
And I've  learned my lesson.
I won't  break down my walls again for some other guy to break my heart again.

This is my story and I pretended that I have an amnesia.
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A/N:This is the first full english story I posted. So sorry if there will be any grammatical errors and typographical  errors. Thanks for reading and have a good day.

A/N(2): This is first posted on my Facebook account so it's built like this together with the chapter one I just separated it into two. This was supposed to be just a one shot story too but got requests.