Life.

Her.

One person did make me smile to night, she's the highlight of my day. Talking to her makes me feel so happy. Like someone on this earth actually cares about me. Like someone wants my company. Like someone enjoys talking to me. She's the first person to make me feel loved in months. Even if it's just online, what she says means more to me then she will ever know. I'm going to be seeing her soon. When I hug her I hope she hugs me back and we don't  let go until we have to. She makes me smile and that alone will mean more then she can even fathem.