Memories

chapter:8<sorry>

it's been a week since lisa saw tae in my room and still she doesn't talk to me i know she's avoiding me but i did it for a reason i wanted to approach her but she's always busy but now is the right time

I took a deep breath then knock on her room she opened the door and looked at me coldly what do you need? She said and go back on what she's doing i saw her packing her things w-where are you going? I asked her curiously as if you care she coldly replied me 

C-can we talk? I nervously asked her we don't have anything to talk about she closed the luggage and put it down i'm sorry i said my tears are slowly dripping in my eyes so i looked down

Oh come on jen you don't need to be sorry tho i know your tired so i'm letting you go she said and that made me shocked is she breaking up with me..n-no l-lisa p-please i said and fall in my knees

Why don't you want it? You can be with tae jen come on she said again i don't w-want to i replied i heard her took a deep breath so i looked at her c-can we go back on what we are? I-i am very sorry lisa i just need you now i said and cried

Stop it jen you already had tae right? She said again i don't wanna be with him i said and quickly stoof up and hug her c-can we try again lis? I asked her i looked in her eyes and her lips it makes me wanna kiss it

I saw her looking at my lips and my body just moved and kissed her we kissed each other passionately with full of love i know she had a reason but it hurts me still i don't wanna see her like this i broke the kiss and looked at her

I smiled on her and kissed her again we we're kissing when my hands travel all over her body i make her lay on the bed without breaking the kiss

(sorry i still can't do an 18+ scene guys i should make it when the time comes;»)

We make out the whole night i was still awake looking at her i know what i did wasn't right i should not do it before living i wanna stay but i already promised mom that i'll fly there early tomorrow i'm really sorry jen but i need to leave you...

When i woke up i tried to find the one who made love with me last night but i couldn't found her i only found a letter beside our bed my heart is beating so fast i took the letter and read it

Dear jen
     I'm sorry on what i did i already told unnie to come over and don't try to find me cause you'll just get tired be happy with tae now it's not my plan to say goodbye like this but i need to i'm already letting you go my princess....
                                                      Yourbaby     
                                                             Lili
This isn't real she didn't leave me after doing love no i'm dreaming i need to wake up it's not realy i heard some footsteps coming and it made me hope that it's her but i just disappoint myself it's jisoo unnie

I covered my face with the pillow and started to cry jen what happened don't cry unnie said while rubbing my back u-unnie where is lisa tell me that she just went to her company i said still crying j-jen i don't know she just told me to come over she said unnie no s-she left me unnie i said crying so hard

Shhh don't cry jen everything will be alright stop crying she said trying to comfort me i was just crying and crying when i remember her i decided not to go to work i still didn't eat anything yet unnie and rosie is here with me they're trying to make me eat but i really wanna see my lili maybe she's coming back i hope she will...