Memories

chapter:6

It's early in the morning and i just woke up and it's still in my head about her new someone but i know she loves me why does she need to do this i don't wanna get hurt but i'm letting her go if she really finds someone

I was laying on my bed the whole time thinking about it i went down to cook some food for me to do something when i already prepared it i saw her coming downstair so i speaked do you wanna eat? I asked her normally uhmm i need to do something she said and about to leave can you eat with me?  I don't wanna eat alone i said and lookdown

I'm tired of us being like this but i can't give up on her i want to stay with her but if it can make her happier i'll let her okay she replied and start eating after we eat she stood up and leave what happen to us

I didn't expect us to be like this there's so much things i'm worried about first my relationship with jen then second the company and then this freakin disease why does it all happen why

I called rosie to tell her about what i'm planning to confront jen if it's really true that she had someone but i can't tell her that i'm planning to leave if ever it's true mom is already waiting for me in US i just need to knew about it

And if it's not true that i'm just overthinking i would tell her about my disease i know she would wait for me i know she will cause she loves me and i love her damn much too

I'm at my office now working on a bunch of documents and papers i massage my temple to be relaxed for a while i closed my eyes and breath when my phone rang

hello? I said uhm hello aren't you coming home? It's my girl my baby she called me for the first time after many months u-uhm i still have bunch of work to do i replied on her well okay be safe driving home she said and hung up

It's already 12:00 am and i just finished my work i was driving home when i saw a car in front of our apartment did she invite a friend? I was curious so i parked my car in the garage and go inside i wasn't know what's happening Not until...

i walked upstairs....i can't move please tell me i'm dreaming this isn't true it's just a joke it's not real i went inside jen's room and i saw a guy sleeping without a shirt and he's covered with the blanket

I saw jennie went out the toilet only wearing bathrobe that made me shocked she saw me and she droped the towel she's using to dry her hair l-lisa she mumbled i quickly go in my room and closed the door

I-it's true they weren't joking she has someone she already found someone and f**k it she even bought her guy in our house damn i was crying the whole time i heard her knocking on the door but i just let her

I can't stop crying and that made me breath heavily i-i can't breath i heard the door opened i knew she opened it with force she went in me she hold my hand and start crying with me baby sorry she said i can't breath that's the only thing i said before it all turns black....