Memories

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I was in the balcony right now i wasn't ready that I'd met her today i was just staring nowhere thinking about things...

I went to my bed and sit i tried to scroll my phone when i decided to look for the pictures rosie took..

I was just looking at all of my pictures capture by rosie when a message popped rosie sent a picture i opened it and it was me closed eyes but something got my attention i saw the blonde girl at my back smiling with jisoo i miss her smile

It was enough for me to see her smile even tho it's just an image but then i decided to ask rosie...

Rosie can you do me a favor? I texted her
Sure wifey what is it? She replied
Uhm can you get a picture of lisa? I replied
Why? Do you miss her? She texted
Can you please? I replied

And she immediately sended a picture of lisa i mean it's latest it think she's in her room she look so stunning i miss her a lot i decided to make it my lockscreen i don't care who see it but i just want to..

After that i grabbed a book in my bag i was trying to learn a new language i was learning french i don't wanna hire a language instructor cause I'm also kinda busy so i just bought some books for me to read..

I was reading a book until i felt sleepy i closed the book and turned off the lights i opened my phone again just to see her picture before i sleep

I woke up hearing s loud knock outside my room i qucikly went and open it only to see jisoo she's already dressed it's too late jen and you just woke up aishh go take a bath now rosie and lis are waiting she stated and went fix my bed

Is she coming with us? I asked her i guess so rosie told me she don't have anyone to be with so rosie invited her is it okay with you she said and asked me worriedly

Yeah it's fine i stated and went inside the bathroom to take a bath when i went out i saw jisoo having a call in the balcony so i just went wear my clothes

Are you ready? She asked yes unnie i replied you look pretty huh she stated aishhh let's go unnie they're waiting i stated and went to the elevator

Lisa's friend was also coming with us she stated oh is that so okay i said blankly while looking at my phone

We are with then now and we just finished eating Lisa's friend told us a place where we can go so we went there the view here is perfect it's so beautiful

Did you like it wifey? Rosie asked smiling at me yes hubby it's so beautiful i stated and smiled back

We went to a park walk around to took some pictures but then lisa's friend mina told us that she has something to do so she leaved us it's just the four of us again..

So what should we do now? Jisoo stated how about we go drink? Rosie added is that a right thing to do here? you guys have low tolerance.....the blonde girl stated coldly

It's fine lis we came here to have fun come on rosie pulled me and we went to a bar we was just sitting waiting for jisoo who get drinks

So can you two talk to each other? Rosie stated i looked at her surprisely as the same what the blonde girl did and she just laugh no I'm kidding guys she added..

When jisoo came i grabbed a drink and started to sip on it actually i had a really low tolerance because i don't drink that much when i finished 3 bottles of beer i felt dizzy

I tried to stand up but i lost balance but the blonde girl quickly grabbed my waist to support me from falling are you fine? She said blankly y-yes i stated awkwardly...

We went back to the hotel while rosie was helping jisoo to walk because she's so drunk and this blonde girl was just holding my waist since we left the bar...

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I'll put jisoo inside now lis help jen go to her room okay? Rosie stated i can handle it rosie you take care of jisoo i said and winked at her to tease her

I know that rosie love jisoo she just don't wanna admit it i went inside the brunette girl's room and lay her in the bed i was staring at her face

I wanna touch it but i don't wanna wake her i was lock on my stare at her when she opened her eyes i quickly avoided our eyes to met

Why did you leave without me knowing huh she said drunk let's talk about it when your not drunk i replied

No answer me lisa why? Just because of my stupid mistake you left without saying proper goodbyes? You didn't even hear my explanation is that easy for you to forget what we had huh? She said and brust into tears

It wasn't my plan to leave you i replied i just didn't expect that there's something to happen between us before i leave if i knew it earlier i will surely stay jen i will surely tell you that~~ i stopped for a second because i was getting so emotional and my tears were about to fall i had a disease  jen that day when i left you i went to U.S to be cured i didn't run i added

Why can't you tell me? Why? I can accompany you lisa but you choose not to she stated crying I'm sorry jen that's the only thing that came out in my mouth I'm not ready to face everything yet i know i have my mistakes to but i can't face her i still don't want to i left her crying and i went to my room

As i closed the door of her room my tears started to fall and i can't control it i went to my room and started crying to hard it's painful seeing her cry because of what i did I'm so stupid...