Red Love (Hidan x Reader)

Chapter 9: Anger and Jealously

Warning: No consent

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"Itai! What were you doing?" I asked Tobi.

"What the..." I heard a voice from behind.

I jerked my head around to see the owner of the voice.

"Hidan?" I questioned as I saw him frozen in his spot. A dark shadow loomed over his face.

"Y/N, Tobi didn't know you were this forward," said Tobi.

"What?" I was so confused. Tobi was the one that pulled me down. What was he playing at? Before I could fully comprehend Tobi's words a hand yanked me up and pulled me away.

"Hidan, what are you doing?" He didn't say anything but tightened his grip on me. He pulled me out the room and down the corridor. "Hey Hidan! What the hell are you doing?!" I shouted, but for some reason I wasn't getting to him. I was already tired and I didn't have the energy to pull away from him. I could see he was not in a mood to have a conversation with me. Just where was he taking me?!
We stopped before our room and he kicked the door open.

He pulled me to his bed and threw me on it. I landed with a thud.

"Itai! What was that for Hi..." When I looked over me, Hidan was on the bed with hands on either side of me hovering over my figure.

"You know if you just want someone to sleep with you could have just told me." ... I blinked a few times in disbelief. What did Hidan just say?

"What the hell are you talking about?" I asked in confusion.

"I mean there was that guy at the bar yesterday and now Tobi," Hidan said.

"Don't you dare talk about me like that! Did you fall down and hit your head or something? Let me go," I said while attempting to get up.

"Oh no you don't," Hidan pushed me back down and pinned one of my hands to the bed, " you seemed really eager with Tobi though." He started to come closer to my body with a small smirk. It wasn't just a smirk but it seemed like it had a hidden anger and sadness behind it.

"Stop it HIDAN! I don't need to explain myself to you! GET OFF ME!" I started to sound desperate. I really needed to get out of here. I didn't like Hidan's actions. I used my other hand to try to punch him in the face but he grabbed it before I did and pinned both hands above my head. I could easily push him away if I weren't so tired. Damn it!

I struggled to get out of his grip. His face was getting close to mine.

My eyes widened as I stared into his eyes as it came closer. It locked on with his. I looked at him with confusion. His eyes contained lust and desire and it did not look safe. My heart started to pulsate at an increasing rate. I just had to get out of here but for some reason my body couldn't move... or rather maybe I didn't want to. Somewhere inside my heart...I wanted to know what would happen next... a certain curiosity. His face came closer and closer to mine. Something snapped in me and I wasn't going to stay still anymore, so I flipped my face to the side.

However I think that just provoked him more. He started to bite at my collarbone. He left rough kisses as he traced his way up my neck.
"Hmph," I began to breathe heavily. What...the hell... is he... doing? The places where he left kisses felt like they were on fire. They were stinging with pleasure, but no I can't give in! I don't want this. I have to stop him.

"Get off of me!!!!" I shouted. Why was he behaving like this? My mind was already in a mess and now I completely couldn't think straight. I didn't know what to do. I tried to push his hands off of mine but he realised what I was doing and gripped tighter. I felt more helpless.

"When it's others your fine but but if it's me... Why!!!!" He shouted.

He smashed his lips against mine. My eyes widened. I was shocked. My wrists were aching and my consciousness was leaving me. I couldn't get away. He seemed like a dangerous beast right now. 

He ripped my cloak open. No! His hands made its way to my bare skin. No! It slowly trailed upwards. No! No! NOOOOO! I bit his lip and he pulled back in pain.

"What the f..ck did you..." In that instant his rage calmed down and he stared at me with widened eyes like he had seen a ghost.

I felt water on my cheek. I was...

...CRYING!

"Sh.t...Y/N...I..." Hidan looked at me with regret. His hand loosened and I saw the chance to make a break. I tugged my hands out of his grip and pushed him off running out of the door and down the corridor. I ran outside as fast as I could and collapsed on the floor, my legs giving way.

I couldn't process what just happened. I touched my lips gently with my fingertips and then my tears. I looked at the water on my hand with shock. Since when do I cry. Since when do I get scared. What was happening to me? For a moment I felt good with him up against me and his hot breath on my skin. I shook my head vigorously to get my thoughts back together. I am losing sight of my goal.

However...most importantly...Hidan! I never thought he would do that to me. He kept on mentioning that about Tobi and the other guy? He has misunderstood everything. He is such as idiot. But why was he affected by it. Does he have some sort of feelings towards me? No way! There's just no way! He is a Jashin and he is heartless. Just a childish complainer in my eyes. Absolutely no way that he sees me differently. But then... why did it seem like he was jealous?

Bonus: Hidan's Perspective

She bit my lip and I pulled back. My lips stung and blood was smeared not only mine but her lips too. Why was she so aggressive in rejecting me but not the other men?! My anger and jealously was all pouring out...

"What the f..ck did you..." I froze. I saw a tear drop fall down her face. All my rage dissipated in an instant and instead regret started to overfill me.

"Sh.t...Y/N...I..." She immediately broke free from me and ran outside the room. I was left alone stunned and guilty.

"F..ck" I signed heavily. "Just what have I done."

Jealously had taken the better of me. I had no idea I would come to this state because of her. Damn, now I want her more than ever. Her silky skin and soft lips. I have tasted the sweetness of the honey and now I wanted more of it.

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Hi Everyone,

After a long, long break I am back again with a new chapter.

I will try to start releasing chapters regularly and I thank everyone for their patience with me. 🙏🏻

I am a little doubtful with this chapter and if I wrote it well. At a point I couldn't imagine what I want to write about but finally I finished it. I hope it is good for you guys and I haven't disappointed you.

Please do give me feedback if you have any.

Misa xx