BTW the new guy in the last chapter is a random character I have brought in (if you haven't already read the comments from the previous chapter).
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I walked back to the base by myself. I was so confused. Why was Hidan acting this way? Why did he abandon me? Where is he going? What is he going to do? All this questions started popping up in my head, but sadly no answers followed through. I realised that while interacting with Hidan a lot of other emotions were building up inside me. After a very long time I felt a little lonely walking back by myself. I have been alone for more than a decade so why do I suddenly feel like this or do I already know why but I just don't want to admit it.
Ah!!! This is annoying!!! This is messing up my head. I should just focus on what really matters.
That guy I met at the bar. The one with blue eyes similar to mine. He knew who I was, where I was from and what I wanted to do. My instincts kept of telling me that he is someone I know. Someone familiar to me but I just can't seem to put a finger on it. He seemed to know who killed my clan. When will I be able to get that information? I finally saw a glimmer of hope on fulfilling my revenge. Wait... how will I meet him again? I kept raking my brain with all these questions and I was confused with different emotions and by the time I realised where I was I had already arrived at the base.
I signed heavily. This is all too confusing. My head is not thinking straight. I am also too tired and a little weak. I was also a little worried about Hidan. I had no idea where he had gone. Oh why do I care about that jerk this much. I am getting too soft now a days. I need to take a quick rest and then start training again to get myself back to shape.
I walked to the dining room to see Tobi was there.
"oh hey Tobi!" I did not sense him there. Did he hide his presence?
"Hi Y/N!!!!" He jumped up and came to hug me but I side stepped his hug and he crashed into the wall.
"I don't like physical contact." Wait...if I don't like physical contact then why did I allow Hidan to sleep next to me. Flashbacks of that night flashed through my mind. I felt my ears heat up. I quickly pushed the thoughts away and tried to calm down. Tobi must have noticed something.
"Tobi thinks there is something wrong with you,"
"Nothing," I tried to shrug it off, "anyways what are you doing here?"
"It seems like Y/N doesn't want to talk to Tobi," he swung himself in front of me. I stepped back a little startled at the close proximity.
"No. That's not it."
"Is it something to do with Hidan?"
"NO! No.. it isn't. It's something else..." my eyes trailed off.
"Hmm... Is it about the Shigoku Clan then?" My eyes widened.
"How do you..."
"Oh! Tobi knows. Tobi could tell you were from that clan from the moment you joined,"
"How could you..."
"Tobi just could. Besides your eyes are also pretty unique. You are taking revenge for you clan's massacre right?"
"How did you..."
"Tobi guessed." Woah! I had no idea Tobi was that sharp. I just thought he was some lively idiot with some amazing power because otherwise how could he have joined the Akatsuki. To think that he would know of such a small clan. Would he have some information?
As I was just about to ask him, I sensed a presence coming towards the dining room door but before I could react I felt a quick hand grab me and pull me down. I slipped and starting falling to the ground but instead I landed on top of Tobi.
"Itai! What were you doing?" I asked Tobi.
"What the..." I heard a voice from behind.
Hidan's Perspective
"Don't...kill...me! Argh...."
"Hah...Hah..." I breathed heavily, "that didn't help." I looked down at the body. "That was a waste. Performing the ritual did not help at all." I smashed the ground. My knuckles bruised. "Dammit!" I slumped down on a tree to let myself heal.
I let out a heavy sigh.
"Tch," I clicked my tongue. That b...tch is torturing me. No one has ever made me feel this way. Every time I get close to her my heart starts beating vigorously and I get this indescribable desire. I have only felt this way when I do my rituals but now even that does not make me feel the way she makes me feel.
I am a Jashin. I have to keep reminding myself that I am one. The only pleasure I get is when I kill people. I thought performing the ritual would clear my mind but it seemed to make me even more confused.
When I saw that strange man at the bar kiss her on the cheek this overwhelming anger built up in me.
I was jealous.
I was jealous of some random man. I was jealous that he had kissed her. I was anger because she didn't explain who he was even though it seemed like she knew who he was.
Flashback Starts
"Why do I have to say how I feel to you? Who are you to me?"
...
"How do you know him? Is he an ex-lover or something?"
"Look I don't need to tell you."
Flashback Ends
Who am I to her? Who is she to me?
She is more than a partner to me. More than a friend. She is someone....
"AH!!! I am getting all soft and mushy. I am merciless killer. A ruthless murderer!" I shouted.
I quickly got up and started walking to the base.
My train of thought retracted and went back to thinking about that b..tch again. She might be worried about me or am I hoping for too much.
Time lapse
I reached the base and headed to the dining room.
As I was nearing the dining room I suddenly heard a huge crashing sound coming from within. I hastened my pace and opened the door of the dining room.
I found Y/N and Tobi? On the floor? Together?
Y/N laying on top of Tobi on the ground. What the hell was going on?
"What the..." I stuttered.
All hell broke free.
Bonus:
Tobi's Perspective
This relationship seems interesting. Tobi feels like playing around with Hidan just a little.
I sensed him coming to the dining room. I quickly grabbed Y/N hand and pulled her towards me and fell back to the ground.
Hehe!
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Hey guys,
I will be updating once a month from now on. This is my first chapter for this story after the New Year. January's special though this chapter is just focused on thoughts.
Sorry for the cliff-hanger ;)
Also I am open for constructive criticism so if Hidan seems a little too soft let me know.
Thanks for reading my work!
Misa xx
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Red Love (Hidan x Reader)
RomanceThe love between a maniac killer and a revenge seeker. You are the sole survivor of the Shigoku Clan. You whole clan was brutally wiped out including your family. You went rogue in desperation and misery. You are extremely strong and had the unique...