The Night We Met [Rosékook]

Chapter 15

"Love is the extremely difficult realization that something other than oneself is real."

― Iris Murdoch

"You know what? I just heard something weird from Bambam," Lisa said as soon as she entered their dining room where Jennie, Jisoo, and Chaeyoung already sitting together. "He said you and Jungkook kissed last night and got into huge fight?" She continued.

Chaeyoung gripped the knife and fork on her hands way too tight as her eyes moved from Jennie and Jisoo who looked at her with confuse stare, "Where's he?" Chaeyoung asked trying to change the topic but Lisa quickly dismissed it.

"I told him to go home because I had to clear things out with you missy. Are you or are you not kissed with Jungkook and got into huge fight just right after?"

Chaeyoung played with her tongue, "Yes, that's true." She mumbled causing Jennie widened her eyes while Jisoo just shook her head, "Well couldn't say it wasn't expected."

"You and Jungkook kissed? What the hell? Weren't you out with Jaehyun last night?" Asked Lisa and it makes Jennie put both of her hands in the air while closing her eyes tightly, trying to understand the situation.

"Woah.. woah, met with Jaehyun, kissed with Jungkook, had fight with Jungkook. Girls, what the hell is happening?" Asked Jennie with confused eyes while Jisoo just look between Lisa and Chaeyoung for several times before raising her eyebrows.

"Care to explain? I haven't had my cup of americano and it actually cause me headache. All this disordered information that we receive, without proper explanation on top of that." She said dropping both her hands to the table.

"God I don't know too, it's happening too fast last night. Yes, I went out with Jaehyun last night and we come to an agreement to left all the hard feelings behind and start afresh. And just to be clear, we didn't get back together."

Jennie nodded while mumbling 'thanks god' under her breath, Chaeyoung know that none of her members wish her to get back together with Jaehyun ever again. And so does she, at first she might be confused about her own feelings, but after last night kiss that Jungkook and her shared, she convinced that she didn't want Jaehyun or getting back together with him.

Sure she still cared for him, it's easy for her kind heart to find forgiveness, so she really forgive him from the bottom of her heart but not for getting back together. It's never on her list.

"And Jungkook, he came here with Bambam, I guess? And the kiss... it happened so fast, I couldn't tell you about the detail but when it's over, he said that it was 'good but not the best'." Chaeyoung said, her gaze dropped as she said that while her tone laced with hurt.

She played with her finger, the pain in her heart she felt last night was still there, she tried all night to convince herself that he didn't mean the words he'd said. That he was probably just a coward, but the possibility that he meant the things he said cannot be ignored. Especially remembering Jungkook's history, he has been with so many girls before, which makes her feel small.

"I don't think he meant it, Rosie." Jennie said, softened her gaze when she looked at how Chaeyoung looks so sad while explaining about the whole things.

"I think so too, that's why we fight." She took a deep breath then told her members about what happened with a frown on her face, "Me and Jungkook, we used to hate each other so much. Then things changed, we became close and spend time with each other a lot, I couldn't recognize at first but I think I attracted to him?"

"I don't know if I like him, but i... I cared about his opinion about me." She said lowly.

"Our dynamics is a bit strange, I couldn't understand what kind of relationship we had? We couldn't let go of our usual routine to be mean to each other, but Jungkook was there for me when I needed him and vice versa. "