Short Poetry to Satisfy My Boredom

A New Era but Same Feelings

The same feelings
Brought up recently
Earlier than I expected
But really
Took longer than I depicted.
I depicted quite a long scene
That would easily bring me back.
Maybe I thought he'll be seen
Taken aback
By how distinct I've become.
Surely he wants nothing to do with me.
I would rather be free...
Staying away from that hideous villain.
He would always put me in
That victim box
That still blocks
Me from ever feeling things again.
Until he came
Fairly similar to the villain's dark demeanor.
His mind seemed quite cleaner
Than the (what seemed like) criminal
Towards anyone who seemed more logical
Than to stay beside him.
This one is different. 
He's definitely less ignorant
Towards the grim
(that's inside of me)
Rather more of the opposite.
Less dominant
Towards what he really wants
Which haunts
Him to the point of never letting go.
One of these days,
It'll blow
Over him almost like a daze.
Maybe then I'll get a glimpse
Of what's in his
Heart.
I will never know
Even if he gave me the chance