I'll be yours and you'll be mine. <3 (Sean Diaz x Finn McNamara)

Another shitty day. | Chapter 2

3rd perspective:
They finally arrive to the class room and sit down. Sean looks to the floor like always because he feels uncomfortable around people. Lyla tries to comfort him because she knows how he feels right now. She knows him better than anyone else. He looks up and smiles at her for a second then he looks around the class room and he notices this dickhead again he ran into earlier this day. Idiot, he whispers to himself. He notices that this guy is looking at him too and Sean looks straight back at the floor. Lyla speaks to him "Did you see there are 2 or 3 new people". Sean just nods. "Don't you have any other things to do or why are you looking at us like that?" A girl with purple dreadlocks asks in a very mad tone. The guy from earlier starts to laugh a little. "Jeez.. y'all need to chill the fuck out. Your friend is just like that either, rude as hell and he likes to run into people and then act like they ran into him." Lyla answers with a provocative smile. "The fuck did that bitch just say?" the other new girl look at her and rolls her eyes. She has dark short hair and little tattoos on her face. Lyla just laughs because she can't take them serious. Sean tries to stay calm even though he hates such situations. He just wants to be left alone. Last year was enough for him, he doesn't need something like that again.
The teacher finally comes in, Sean breathes out with relief. Not knowing it's getting only worse.
"Hello to everyone who's new here. my name is Mr. Smith and I'll teach Math, P.E. and English here. I'm also your class teacher." He says in a nice and gentle tone. Sean remembers him well. Mr. Smith was always his class teacher. "First of all the new ones will introduce themselves. Finnegan McNamara, we start with you."

Sean's p.o.v.:
I look up and the boy with the dreadlocks stands up and introduces himself. "Yeah, so I'm Finn. I'm 18 years old and I want everyone to know that I don't give a fuck about this school or the people in here." And after he says this he just sits down. Mr. Smith looks at him like he wants to kill him already. "When you don't care like you say, you can just leave or stop being disrespectful Mr. McNamara." Finn just laughs. His friends introduce themselves too. The one with the purple dreadlocks is called Cassidy and the other one is called Hannah. "Before we start class, let's say hello to someone who has been away for a long time." Oh hell no, please don't say my name. Please. I notice right away how panic comes up in me. One of my legs is starting to shake. "Welcome back Sean Diaz, we are glad that you are here again." I look at him and notice how my tears come. Everyone is fucking staring at me. I look at Lyla who notices what's going on and carefully takes my hand. Everything comes up again. The memories. I hear everyone say that they are glad that I'm back. I know that they don't mean it. I know that they only feel sorry for me. Maybe they feel guilty too. I need to get out of here. The thought keeps getting stronger. So I take my bag and just go without telling Lyla what I do.
I sit down somewhere in the school yard where hardly anyone can see me. Lyla and I always sit here in our breaks. I take my pack of cigarettes and put a cigarette in my mouth and smoke. This day is too much already. First this Finn asshole who ran into me and then pretended it was my fault and then these people and their fake bullshit... I just need to be alone now. Should I call dad and tell him that it's just too much for me? No. He'll just worry again. I finish smoking my cigarette then I look into the sky. I hear the ring. Break. Have I been away for so long?  I see Lyla walking to me. "Sean, are you alright?" I just nod and she hugs me. "It's okay, you tried your best and I'm proud of you." "Thank you for being there for me. You make everything easier, even if it doesn't look like it." She just smiles. "Mr. Smith said that it's okay for you to leave if you feel overwhelmed and he wanted me to tell you that you can always talk to him." "Yeah whatever." I look around and I can't believe what I see. Jenn with my racist neighbor Brett. They hold hands. She leaves me because I'm too much, but ends up with an asshole who bullies little kids. I can feel myself getting angry. "What the fuck?! Is that why nobody wanted to tell me?! Because Jenn is into racist assholes now?!" I hear how I get louder. This time my head was empty. No overthinking. I don't care who was looking at me. It's always like that when I get angry and there's nothing I can do about it. I look at Lyla. "Sean..." She doesn't know what to say. "Did you know that?! And don't you dare lie to me." I yell. She says nothing. "Oh, fuck all of you." I just want to go home. So I just decide to go home now. I have enough.
Barely when I'm a few meters from this shitty school this stupid asshole suddenly stands right in front of me. Finn. He looks at me and smiles a little. "If you want to piss me off now, then you've come to the wrong person. Fuck off." I say and look him straight in his eyes. I don't care. I don't care about anything right now. "Ohoooo, you can talk? Cool." I know he wants to provoke me. I just look at him. "What's the matter with you? You don't even know me. So what the fuck you want from me?" I ask. "I don't know yet. You're not like the others. You're quiet." he looks at me and smirks. "Oh, that's nice for you and how fast you notice things, wow! Can you fuck off now?" "No." I'm done for today. I just push him out of my way so that I can finally go home.
When I get home, my dad is already waiting for me. "Hey, are you okay? I got a call from your teacher." My dad says with that worried face again. "Not now. Please dad." I just say exhausted and go to my room. I lie down on the bed and notice how I start to cry. And there he is again. Sad Sean. Overthinking Sean. Why did Jenn leave me for someone like Brett? Why didn't Lyla tell me? And what the fuck want this Finn guy from me? My tears are getting more and my face is burning. I don't wanna do that anymore. I hit the wall next to my bed several times. I feel my hand swell. She is pounding.
After half an hour of crying, I calmed down again. My hand hurts but I don't care. I hear someone knock on my door. "Yes?" My dad comes in and sits down next to me. "What's wrong hijo? Talk to me please." I just look at him for a few seconds but then I tell him everything. From the incident with Finn to my class and Jenn and Brett. It feels so good to talk to him. He looks at me and then he hugs me tight. "It's okay Sean. I understand. People suck but it's no reason to hit the wall again and hurt yourself with it." He tries to calm me down. "Your brother got scared when he heard you hit walls again like back then." I just look on the floor. "I'm sorry dad. I just lost it. You both don't have to worry." I never want them to worry. My dad sits on my bed with me until he's sure I'm better again. As always. I'm so thankful for him.

Finn's p.o.v.:
After the situation with Sean I went back to school, because of Han and Cass. I might look like a cold-hearted asshole to others but I really care about the people I love. This Sean guy is different than the others. I want to know what's the reason why he was gone for a longer time. I arrive at school. I see that Lyla girl. I like how she speaks her mind tho. She also always tries to protect Sean. I think she really cares about him like I do about Han and Cass. "Earth to Finn. We're here!" Cass waved her hand in front of my face. I think she wants me to pay attention. "What?" "We're planning our party for tomorrow." Han says. "Oh yeah, I thought we could invite Sean and Lyla." I say directly. I want them there because I want to get to know them both better. I don't know the reason why but I want to. "What? The guy who can't get his mouth open and always looks on the ground and the girl who can't shut up and who provoked us today?" Cass asks with an annoyed undertone. "If Finn wants them at our party, deal with it." Han answers to Cass. "Okay, okay." So I go over to Lyla to ask her if they want to come. "Hey. Your name is Lyla right?" "Piss off, if you wanna start any shit again. I have other problems now." I can tell that something is wrong with her now but it's not my business. "No. I just wanted to invite you and your friend Sean to our party tomorrow night." I friendly say. "Hahahaha, nice joke. I think I need to laugh." she laughs at me. "I mean it." "Haha, let me think... Okay. But that is better not a joke or I'll beat you up." She kinda has something. Something that makes me wanna be friends with her. "No it's not." I explain to her where the party is taking place. "K, bye." She leaves. I think she's going home.
Cass, Han and me go home now too. I really don't want to go home because of my dad but I have to. My brothers are waiting for me. But first I'll take Cass and Han home. After we bring Cass home, we arrive at Han's home. They live just a few houses apart. "You want to stay with me for a hour?" Han asks me. "No sorry, no time and no energy." I hug her and go home afterwards.
I arrive at my home and go inside. It smells like puke. Then I see my dad lying on the couch. Alcohol bottles and puke around him. At least he's asleep, I think to myself and sneak into my bedroom. I see my oldest brother sitting on my bed. "What's wrong Ethan?" I ask and sit next to him. "We need to get our dad into jail. I don't know how but we have to." he sounds extreme serious. "What? Why? What happened?" I ask worried. "He today punched Adam in the face multiple times because he was too loud like our shitty dad would say now. He only stopped because Ian and I pulled him away. He also asked where you are. Thank god, you were at school. Ian went to the hospital with Adam. I can't do that anymore, I want to protect all of you so bad. But I can't as long as this bastard is around. We need to do something." My poor brother. He's been taking care of us since he was 16. He works his ass off to pay our bills. "We can move out." I propose. "You know that he'd looking for us." I just stare at him because I know he's right. He leaves my room now. Probably to clean up our living room because of the puke from my dad and all the empty alcohol bottles. I lie down and listen to music while smoking a joint. Nobody cares what I'm doing in my room anyway. God, I miss mum so much. Why did she do that?

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