"How long has it been?" I spat out. I knew exactly how long it had been because I've been waiting all year to get a letter, a call, or maybe even a visit and it's too late now. The damage has been done, and I won't give him his big brother brownie points for showing up just before the year mark. It's awful and just downright cruel.
"It's been 360 days since our last visit." Yeah, no shit, Sherlock. My stomach sank even lower than it had before when I heard what he had just thought. "What the fuck?!" I exclaimed, I could feel my eyes burning with pure anger and betrayal. "No, no. I can explain. We have been busy. " Oh my lanta. Here come the empty excuses for being on earth for maybe a whole year and not once making any attempt to see me.
"No, no. You don't get to give excuses because slowing down time is your whole god damn thing! While you've been here for who knows how long, I haven't received a single call or letter. You two started your whole lives without me, your sister. Just in case you forgot, this is my planet to take care of. I don't need you to mess everything up! " I could feel the hot tears of anger, agony, betrayal, and sadness rolling down my now rosy cheeks. I go to pick the apple up out of the air and throw it at his head, but it glides through the air slowly and I groan in pure frustration, balling my fists and staring daggers into him.
"Well, as you may know, me and Lucifer have fallen in love, and we are beginning to start a family." Those words made my blood boil even more.
"Maybe finish the one you have right here before going and forgetting about me, I didn't get one visit from even one of our like 1 million siblings. Nobody even thought of me. Am I just a joke to all of you?! " Because I was starting to think that being born on Earth and having to grow up from a baby was a cruel joke" I let the tears fall silently as he stood there, stunned by my words.
"No, we thought of you. We thought of you a lot. "He tried, but I knew that wasn't true. "Lair, lair pants on fire Amenadiel You only thought of me when you realised the date, and you didn't want to lose your big brother brownie points, even though you already had. You are in the negatives but Lucifer isn't because he's my favourite and he actually has a job and cannot slow time. " It was also maybe a little because I knew it would get on his nerves, but I will admit it.
"Now get out of my home and get lost." I walked over to him and I shoved him towards the door before his wings opened and he was gone within a second. I turned in the direction where my bag was, and I realised a millisecond too late that I was right where Amenadiel was and I had thrown an apple at him. It hit me right in the eye. I doubled over, groaning and holding my eyes.
I walked into the school gates, just thinking about my encounter with my brother. I felt like I had been punched in the chest, then the eye but I still felt oddly winded and I hate everything about this. I heard the distant voices of Ned and Peter so I slowly made my way to them, Hands in my pockets and I was looking at the ground, I just wanted to disappear into the ground.
I stood there for a second. I could feel Peter's eyes on me, wondering why I was so sad and wondering what happened to my eye. He raised his hand very slowly to my face, holding my chin so he could see my eye better. It was about impossible not to blush. I had one hand laying on his arm. I could feel his muscles. I knew exactly why he had muscles because he couldn't hide that from me, but oh my lord-
"What happened?" He gently turned my face, and I swear I could feel my own pulse, and the worst part was that he could hear it.He could hear just how nervous I was. I put a small smile on my face. "My bedroom door picked a fight and I lost." I faked laughing and Ned laughed, but Peter's laugh sounded hollow, Like there was nothing to it as I let go of his arm and pulled my face away from his hand. I didn't have time for these feelings because they would wear off very soon.
This is the second time this month, God. I hope she's just clumsy.
"You know me, I'm so clumsy." I laugh a bit, but Peter doesn't. He just thinks for a good second before putting on a smile and patting my shoulder.
Funny, in all the years I've known (y/n), I've never seen her fall or be even slightly clumsy. Something is just not right.
Oh my god, why won't he just drop it like Ned always does? It's beginning to get annoying. Ned handed me some sunglasses and I put them on, while the three of us started walking towards the F2 Science classroom in a comfortable silence, just enjoying the presence of each other.
We entered the classroom and took our seats towards the back of the classroom. The teacher looked at me and said, "Miss Miller, please that of the sunglasses." Oh my god, can this day get any worse?! Well yeah, it probably could get way way way worse. "Yeah hum, I don't think I can do that right now." Nice, respectful. Well played.
He walked over to my desk and snacked the sunglasses, revealing a purple and blue bruise around my eye. I thought I was being respectful. Somebody get the stick out of this man's ass. All eyes were on me. All I could do was sink further into the chair. I wish I could sink right into the floor and become the floor. I want to be one with the floor.
Before I knew it the bell was ringing and I was standing at the teacher's desk waiting to get my sunglasses back. I walked back into the hall and Ned, Peter and Mj were all talking. I put my sunglasses on and just walked up to him.
"What's with the sunglasses?" Mj commented, "I'm going for the whole James Bond vibe, Mj. "Get off my ass." I laughed and crossed my arms. We all laughed for a good second before walking down to our next period that we had together.
"Well, we have PE up next," Peter said, trying to change the topic.
"Wow, I thought we were walking to Narnia," Mj commented, and I giggled a little, covering my mouth. "Oh my god, Peter, go change," I mumbled as I pushed him into the male changing room. He rubbed his arm while mumbling, "Bloody strong woman."
As I walked out of the female changing room, the male changing room door opened and I got a glimpse of Peter's toned abs. I knew he had them but I've never seen them and I feel like my mind has been blown and there's this weird sensation in my stomach. I've never felt anything like this before and it feels strange. I honestly don't like it. What snapped me out of my thoughts was coach Steve walking towards me saying "Get those sunglasses off (Y/n)"
I removed the glasses and put them in my shorts pockets and walked towards Mj without saying a word. I just let him stare in shock as I walked away because, honestly, I couldn't give less of a shit because I have a strange feeling in my lower stomach and I need to fix it asap.
That girl always seems to have bruises, I hope she's all right.
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Alone // Peter Parker x reader
FanficFollowing the death of her horrible parents (Y/n) or more known as Adelphi: The angel of truth ended up in an orphanage while she tries to carry out her duties on earth. She was earths protecter as her father (God) saw some threats to his beloved pl...