sanha:
chaeyoung told me to take her out on a date
but i denied.
"why did you reject her?"
sooyoung said as she sipped her milk carton.
"don't wanna date her, and i didn't wanna raise her hopes up"
i told her as we walked down the street.
"sooo who do you wanna date?"
that took me by surprise.
"someone"
i said as i drank my coffee.
"oh come on i'm your bestfriend you're supposed to tell me!"
she said as she grabbed on to my sweater and pouted.
"fine, i'll just describe her to you, she's short, has shoulder length brown hair, anddddd goes to our school"
"what? i've never seen you with a girl that looks like that"
"oh welll sucks to suck"
i said as i smiled to myself.
if only i could tell her.
"well i like someone too"
she said as she looked away.
"who?"
i said as i immediately looked at her.
"well i'm gonna describe him just like you did"
she said rolling her eyes.
"well he's really tall, and cute, he has the almost adorable smile and laugh, oh and he's going to be bald since he's dyed his hair so much"
"waaaaahhhh that sounds a lot like me"
i said joking around.
"what if it is you?"
huh
"wait what?"
"what if you were the person i liked?"
"oh come on, you would never like me, you have like a lot of guys who like you who are way better than me"
"really? cuz i've never met anyone better than you"
she said as she looked down on the floor as we walked.
"wel-"
"i like you, sanha"
no this wasn't supposed to happen
i was supposed to tell her first.
"no you don't"
i said as i slightly laughed.
"i do though"
she said as she grabbed my shoulders and made me turn around to look down at her.
"i've liked you for so l-"
"stop i was supposed to confess, i liked you first, it's been two years."
"you've been the only girl on my mind sooyoung, i couldn't find you in anyone else, but i never told you
because you had some many people that were better than me who wanted you"
"you're the best to me"
*RING RING*
i quickly got up and realized that all that
was a dream.
ugh.
