sooyoung:
today i went on a date
i really didn't want to go.
i was looking forward to spending the day with sanha
like we usually do.
but i didn't want to be rude to that guy and tell him no.
i decided to be nice and accept.
i'll just go for a bit and
then go to sanha's place.
the guy picked me up and we went to eat.
we just made small talk
but i rapidly got bored.
all the guys i've gone out with
(just as friends)
we're pretty boring.
"so will you be my girlfriend?"
i quickly snapped out of my daydream.
"wait what?"
"will you be my girlfriend?"
oh god.
"look, i'm sorry but i'm really not looking for a boyfriend"
he looked at me with a serious face.
"why do reject everyone? you're too pretty to reject everyone, it's because of sanha right?"
i decided to grab my things and just walk out.
i started walking to sanha' place.
why does every boy have to mention sanha?
he's just my besftriend...
he will never like me that way.
