What is it about relationships that frightens me?
Is it the commitment that comes along with it?
Or is it the need for pleasure and my lack of experience?
Or is it the bonding and unity versus my self isolation and lack of confidence?
How can I allow one to see me,
To see all of me.
What would they think?
What if I am not desirable anymore
What if their expectation is shattered by my reality
how can I enjoy the experience when I can't see what they see
when I look away and they steal a glance
What. Do. They. See?
