Unbreakable Bond (Until it ends)

Feb. 16'21: Still Your Constant Thing

It's your birthday zhiang, O yes of course not today but last Feb. 12, friday.

Did you know that for the first time in my life ever since I met you I forgot your birthday. You're now 24 if I am correct? Because I am not so sure of how old are you already. More than three years, our friendship has ended up.

I think, I started forgetting you. Again, yes, again I tried stalking you, of course I just need to visit your brother FB account, because you've been deactivated all your social media accounts for a long time. I saw your new year family picture. The present you, finally. I saw how you look like now.

I realise, I don't have the feelings I have for you before. Seeing you doesn't hurt me anymore of resent me anymore of what you have done - leaving me behind with no clue of why our friendship needed to end. But believe me, I am also trying to understand your side.

Maybe your busy or you have your priorities and I am not included there anymore. Don't worry, this doesn't hurt me anymore not just how it does before.

I'm feeling okay now, I am accepting things that I cannot control. Maybe we have to meet at that specific timeline of my life when you need to lift me up and I needed to feel loved and important. Maybe you've done your purpose of meeting me, and you have to leave away.

But now, I am just thankful of all the memories I have with you. Watching the flash, and how Barry go back in the past to change his future, I realise that my past wasn't needed to rearrange. I don't like going back to the past which before I really hope to and I know it is impossible. There is no way. Just a fantasy I imagine after you left me. Because in my past you were there. But today, in the present and even in the future, if I have to meet you again then I would be thankful to God for answering my prayer, if not, it is okay. I am okay. I am living my happiest life now. Everything happened with a purpose. I am just sad, because these things I wanted to share it to you.

I love you always zhiang, and I am still here you're one constant thing.

Don't know what tomorrow brings but until today, know that you have still place in my heart.

For me, our friendship never end. You are still may truest best friend.

I pray for your happiness and God bless you always zhiang 💕