Unbreakable Bond (Until it ends)

Aug.8'17: I Want to Keep You

Hello shang!

I know you never read this book even once. Funny that I expected you to do so even though I know it's not really your thing.

I have so many stories to tell you, pero I stop myself to bother you. Sorry, but I am so hesitant now to chat you and tell you what is happening in my life. I'm so ashamed because of the reason I do not know. It's just that one day, I realized we became indifferent to each other. I do not know you anymore, and maybe you do not know me anymore also.

I did felt that I am not the kind of person you hang out already. I understand. I wanna adjust just to be friends with you still.. But I know it can do nothing.

I wanna fight fo this friendship, I want to keep you. But I don't know how.

Ito ang masama sa akin eh, kaya hindi na ako clingy sa mga naging friends ko after you. Kasi selfish ako, I want the only best friend to my best friend. Sorry.. You don't know that, right? Now I'm telling you pero it doesn't mean obligated ka sa gusto ko.

I need to understand and accept that people change and nothing is permanent in this world.

I love you shang! I miss you! But I cannot chat you anymore.

Sorry, I changed. I'm not the constant thing in your life anymore. Ako ang may problema. . Babalikan kita kapag okay na ako. Kapag kaya ko nang maging kaibigang walang hinihinging faithfulness mo.

Sana dumating na yong panahon na yon para makausap at makachat na ulit kita! I miss you!!!