Me,Myself And A School Full Of Teenage Boys.

How could you do that to me ?!

Picturee of Macey !! (:
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I look down at my watch it's 2am, Callum should be in bed by now so maybe it is safe to go inside the dorm. I get up and quietly put my key in the door my hand is shaking like crazy and im scared that when I see Callum I may fall to pieces again.

I stand there for a moment taking deep breathes trying to calm myself down,I slowly  turn my key and open the door quietly, all the lights are off Callum must be asleep. I creep inside the room and go into the bathroom and turn on the light. I stare at myself in the mirror, I look a state right now. My eyes are all puffy and red from crying my cheeks are sore from rubbing them so much, my hair is stuck to my face and I just don't look like myself anymore. I splash my face with cold water and brush my hair quickly before leaving the bathroom.

I quietly went into the bedroom and Callum was fast asleep facing the wall away from my bed. I walked over to him and bent down next to him watching him sleep.

"Im so sorry Callum" I whispered before getting up and getting into my own bed.

I silently cried myself to sleep. I had hurt Callum and myself.

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Next morning.


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I woke up feeling even worse then I did yesterday, I looked over to Callums bed and he was gone. I let out a sigh of relief, I cant face him not yet.

I quickly got showered and dressed, honestly I dont care what I look like today as I feel like shit so I might aswell look like shit.

 I grabbed my bag and made my way out of my dorm and headed towards my form room, when I entered the room everyone fell silent and stared at me. I didn't bother looking at anyway I just sat in my seat and plugged in my ipod drowning everyone out. I kept my ipod on through all my lessons, I kept myself to myself as I knew if someone mentioned Callum I would break down.

Lunch. I was dreading this but im straving so I am going to have to go and eat in the cafe. I grabbed my food and sat by myself issolating myself from anyone. That was untill Sophie came and sat next to me, she had a big smile spread across her face.

"Hi Macey" I ignored her and carried on listening to my music. This obviously annoyed her as she yanked out my ear phones. Bitch has some nerve.

"What do you want sophie !" I spat.

"Oh I just thought I would let you know that me and Callum are together now." She twiddled her hair around her finger all proud of herself.

"Yeah sure" I let out a little laugh and carried on eating my food.

"Believe what you want but its true." Sophie smiled at me in a nasty way and left me sitting alone.

She had to be lying right ? No way would Callum get over me that quick...Would he ?

I shook away the thought and made my way out of the lunch room. I needed some fresh hair to clear my head so I made my way to the gardens. I walked through the grass and and flowers taking in the scenery around me. I carried on walking untill the school was far away from me and I felt like I had left my troubles with it. I looked at my watch it was almost time for lessons so I started to make my way back to the school, something then stopped my dead in my tracks. Callum was infront of me. He had his arms around Sophie and he was kissing her.

I blinked my eyes, they didn't disapear so I blinked again. I kept on blinking hoping that I was dreaming but I wasn't. Sophie had been telling the truth. My legs gave way and I dropped to floor, the tears started spilling from my eyes again. HOW COULD CALLUM DO THIS TO ME !

Anger took over me and I got to my feet and sprinted towards Callum.

"YOU FUCKING BASTARD!" I screeched, Callums head turned and before he had a chance to even realise what I was doing he was on the floor and I was sitting on him. "HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO ME!" My fist banged on Callums chest, I knew it wasn't hurting him though as I had no strength now. "I LOVE YOU CALLUM!" I got up off him and ran away as fast as I could, I dont know where I am going but I can't stay there.

I kept running, my chest hurt and I was finding it hard to breath but this just made me run even faster. I ran into the road not bothering to check when I heard a loud noise, I looked over and a van was coming speeding towards me. My legs wouldn't move this van was going to hit me.

I felt a tug on my arm and I was pulled out of the road and I landed something soft. I looked up to see Matt holding me in his arms.

"WHAT THE FUCK WAS YOU DOING MACEY?!" Matt had tears in his eyes and gripped onto me like he was scared. "YOU COULD OF BEEN KILLED!"

"I-I don- I- was..." I couldnt get my words out.

I didn't say anything else I just cried into Matt's chest, I clinged to him like my life depened on it. Matt picked up and carried me back to the school, I buried my face in his chest not wanting to looking at anyone.
Matt placed me on the floor outside his room and unlocked his door, he gestured for me to go in so I did. I can't go to my room not now.

I sat down on Matts bed and Matt sat beside me.

"Macey, what on earth was you doing ?" Matt sounded calm.

"Callum...He kissed Sophie....Why would he do that Matt..." I looked at Matt with pleading eyes.

"Because he loves her." Matt said simply.

"No!" I shook my head violently "He loves me !" I clenched my fists, trying to hold in my anger.

"Macey you need to understand tha-" I cut Matt off before he could finish.

"No ! if you hadn't of made me dump Callum we would still be together... Why did you do that to me Matt, what have I ever done to you that was so bad !" I bite down on my lip and looked at Matt for answers.

"Macey, he won't ever love you like I love you." Matt pulled me onto his lap and held me close.

I didn't push him away or hug him back I just simply sat there, I was like a doll, lifeless with a blank expression across my face.

"I can make you forget him Macey, Just become my girlfriend and I will make you forget him" Callum whispered into my hair.

I bite down on my lip, Callum is over me now. I should forget him, I can't go on like this I am going to keep hurting myself if I dont forget him.

"Make me forget him Matt." I wrapped my arms around Matt.

I need to forget about Callum.

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DUN DUN DUN.

Callum and Macey over for good ?! Only i know (; tell me what you think though guys ! <3