Nightmares of my Past

CHAPTER I

Let tears cascade on its own
don't hold it back.
The more you keep it
the painful it shed.
So let it be... Love.

-Schneizle

I halt a smile reading what he writes on my notebook. Its been months since I moved in his condo. And I cant hinder the fact that I did cry reminiscing the times but never did regretted cutting ties with my family, especially my father. Since that everything changes. I have freedom to express and to do what I want unlike before bantay sarado bawat kilos. No unneccesary and embarrassing actuations that would taint our family's reputation.
Perfect! Precise word to be done. Kailangan perpekto. Bawat kilos kalkulado. Bawat desisyon sakto at nasa punto.

I wonder how my siblings enjoy their existence without making mistakes. I mean how they manage to live their life to the fullest.

Mistakes give us fun and excitement. It adds flavor to our boring life. And most it teaches us lessons and mold us to be brave and be intensified with courage. Swerte lang siguro ako cause I have the guts to retaliate and also I have him.

And speaking of my gorgeous partner, asan na kaya yun? So with no kemi kemi I went to the kitchen and dang!

"Hmm... Food smells so good just like my gorgeous man uh?" agad kong niyapos sya sa likod and bit his skin.

Ng maramdaman nya ang aking yapos at kagat napapitlag sya at agad na pinihit nyako paharap sa kanya. And did plant some kisses on my temple like the way he used to early in the morning.

"Yes my love, food is ready. Have you sleep well huh?" he said arching a smirk while preparing the food.

I nodded and give him my sweetest smile and tinulungan na din sya. Im literally hungry knowing what happened last night. Well, nvm.

"Nah uh-uh. A plate, a spoon and a fork. Yun-"

"Yes milord. Should be 'a'. You really loved sharing huh?" I said sitting on his lap, grinning.

"Yes. What's mine are yours. Sharing is giving love," he winks and feed me. "And in fact, we did kiss. Share the same saliva, feel same the heat and ride in the same -" I cut him off by feeding him some hotdogs.

A hint of desire is visible in his eyes taunting me to give in.

Agad uminit ang mukha ko. Damn this man. Aga aga binubuhay hormones ko. He did always taunt me with that kinky mind of him. Self composure is a must. Wag kang marupok self, init lang yan malamig na tubig okay na. Solve ka na.

"Heh, balaka na nga. Nawalan tuloy ako ng gana," agad akong tumayo para iwasan ang temptasyon pero agad din nya akong hinablot pa upo ulit sa kanya.

"Hey love," pigil nyang tawa. "Totoo naman ah, we did. And Im the most lucky man to share the same vibes, love and life with you. Ako lang dapat. Ako lang," he said grinningly and feed me again. I just rolled my eyes and laugh at the thought of his kinky mind.

Kung sino man ang mas maswerte sa aming dalawa it must be me. Having this man beside you is more than worth it. Beyond lucky and grateful is what I felt in having him in my existence.

We ate our meal full of laughters, craziness and affection. After that, I decided to wash the dishes and let him clean and prepare for himself for his class. I did the same too after he dressed up his self.

"Mauna kana love, magcocommute na lang ako baka malate ka pa," saad ko while buttoning my sleeve.

"No, ihahatid kita sa work mo. I want to make sure that your safe coming to work. Baka saan saan ka pang lupalop hihinto," kunot noo nitong saad habang namumulsa.

I halt on the thoughts of his.

"Pfft... Wtf, seriously?" halos maduwal nako sa tawa. This man is so paranoid.

"Whats funny?" seryoso nyang tanong, raising a brow. "Im dead serious Allison. Sa ganda mong yan tiyak madaming customer umaano sayo."

Hindi ko talaga mapigilang tumawa. Yes, there are a lot of men nudging to get my attention but my heart belongs to my man. To this gorgeous man infront of me.

Agad kong pinulupot kamay ko sa batok nya and give him a peck on the lips. "Love no matter what, together we will publish our story with you being my epilogue. Remember that my engineer."

He smile, kissed me and intertwined our hands before we step out in his condo.

A/N: Yan muna sa ngayon. Sorry if lame. Hihi thank you for reading it kung sino man kayo. Lovelots.

Just_inamoo