This is a story 'bout a broken girl
With her pens up, writing her own world for an escape from reality. Depression took over, a hint of despondency – drowning through her melancholic thoughts. There's nothing she could do to stop it. As she wish she could make a change. So, she walks the world alone. Alone.
Everything looks simple,
Yet hard to do.
The sky is awake
And her world still in blue.
After six months of breaking up,
she was still feeling empty.
It was only an ldr,
so things won't go well that easily.
Everyone says,
'you'll get over it soon,'
Does anyone know that no one could understand her?
There's nothing she could do,
but let her drown her thoughts alone.
Time moves by, every day
seems the same.
Whenever she tried her best
just to make things right
but things are cruel; to intend her
the wrong ones.
People are dying, almost everyday.
She wished she could help them, but due to quarantine, everyone stuck at home.
Drowning in her sorrows,
'how she help them
when she can't even help
herself?'
Thinking of her condition,
Her mind ponders in worry.
She didn't want to end things yet,
when there are more things to fulfill.
Time moves by,
as she look for a change.
She started to write her thoughts on paper,
Realized her words made life in stories.
Making her life better, as she busied herself back into books.
Until, it went changed again.
And another day came.
She met an old friend online,
He always follows her around
seemingly peculiar.
She ponders 'why would he do that?'
Time moves by, every day
starts to change.
Ever since she tried to dig in through the rocks
While breaking the boundaries, where she shouldn't have
And found out that he used to have a current love interest. No one else but her. Thus, means 'there could be another relationship?' No!
She had no time for it, no, no, not at all.
Every time she walks out his void,
He'll do anything just to pull her back
She apparently got annoyed.
It's not like there's anything to stop
but to let him be.
That's it, everything started
to change after that.
She found her ebullient self
where she had lost it in a long time.
Another time moves by, this time
it wasn't like the last time.
Her vision started to blur,
and everything went black
Every breath she took,
as her chest felt like burning.
She couldn't remember the last time,
to breathe in such exaggerating painful.
As she was succumbs into the darkness.
She woke up from a nightmare
Realizing it was just a dream.
Thinking of her dying.
She knows her time was running out.
Time moves by, every day
began to change.
With sleepless nights, all she wants to do is curl and cry silently. Thousands words swirling her mind with chaos, back and forth. She couldn't get away the fear. She couldn't escape. Voices whispered on her ears,
"You can't do it. You can't do it. Just DIE already."
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