Goku's Training

Inner Demons and The Start of A Relationship

Trigger Warning: Will contain depression and self hate. Please do not read if you can be triggered by this.

Third Person POV:

Merku and Receiver had agreed to meet up at 4:00 and they would construct a couple planets for Universe 13. It was already 4:05 and Receiver was nowhere to be seen. Merku decided to go to the Vampiric Castle, hoping that she would be there. The castle and the land beneath it was moved to Universe 13 as a floating island on Dragonia, the planet where Sidra lives with her mate. Merku flew up to the castle and walked to his God of Destruction's room to see what the matter was.

Receiver was lying on her bed, crying and muttering things about how she was worthless and a horrible person that no one liked. "What's the matter, Receiver?" Merku asked.

"I'm worthless. Nobody likes me and all my friends betrayed me!" she cried. "Leave me alone!"

"You aren't worthless, lots of people care about you. Don't ever say something like that, okay?" Merku argued. By now, Receiver had stopped crying but some tears were still trickling sown her face.

"Fine, but I know that you're lying." she believed. "No one cares about me."

"I do."

"No you don't, you were just brought here by fate and you mare treating me nicely because you don't want to look bad in front of the other Angels." Receiver denied. Merku knew that there was only one way to convince her. It was a desperate attempt but a necessary one.

Merku sat on the bed, grabbed her head and kissed her straight on the lips. "Now, does this convince you?"

"A little bit." she whispered. "But, I don't care for kisses. I just want somebody to hold me tight. Somebody to comfort me. Somebody to stay by my side and somebody who won't abandon me. Somebody who loves me and cares about me."

"I can be that too."

"Hold me." Receiver pleaded. "I just want to be with you and not to be doing anything else. Just to feel your body against mine. To hear your heartbeat."

****

"What do you want to be?" Merku asked.

"I want to be my lover. Somebody who doesn't care about my outside but my inside. Somebody who looks past my imperfections."

"Impossible. You have no imperfections." Merku said, seriously. "Try to name one."

"My looks." Receiver answered.

"I think you're beautiful. And I'm not just saying that. I mean it."

"Really?"

"Really. Don't ever think that you aren't good enough. You are plenty good enough for me and if other people have higher expectations, don't care about them." Y/N told Receiver. "You are perfect the way you are. And don't let anybody else charge that mindset."

"Are you just saying this?"

"Of course not."

Word Count: 471

AN: Short chapter but a very important one to make.

Note From Me:

Don't let anyone get to you and make you think that you aren't good enough. Everyone is perfect the way they are and you  shouldn't listen to other people who make you think you aren't. If you need help or you need to get something off your chest, my Private Messages are always open. Please take this to heart.