Karl didn't sleep knowing that sapnap wasn't there that morning he was watching his phone in the closet I slept he didn't I tryed get him to bed but he refused so I left him alone and got ready but before I got out the door I got a phone call Karl came out and looked at me I picked it up and Karl looked so scared I was pissed I when in the bathroom and I promise him and Karl that I wouldn't I stared crying ⚠️trigger warning⚠️ I took the blade and cut and cut intill I felt my arm get num I cleaned up the blood ⚠️ end of trigger⚠️and wiped my tears and walked out of the bathroom Karl:what did they say you looked so mad I didn't wanna bug you" "they said sapnap is in a coma" Karl started cry he grabbed my rist I screamed and fell to my nees I looked out at him my hand covering my mouth he dropped my hand and hugged me and whispered i won't tell sapnap if you don't make me eat" "i-no i just please I don't want you to hurt yourself" Karl:fine then I will tell sapnap" "tell sapnap I don't care" we got up he went to the couch and I went to bed I couldn't sleep I need to cuddle someone so I got up and went to shlatts house when I got there I hesitated to knocked but when i did he was armed shlatt:what do you want?" "Can I stay here for the night? Please" shlatt:why sapnap kick you out" "no sapnaps at the hospital and Karl is mad at me......so can i" shlatt:fine get in" "thank you" shlatt:what ever" I got in his bed and laid on my side he pressed is stomach to my back puting his and on my stomach and I could feel him breathe on the back of my neck I intertwined my hand with his hand his hand was a little colder then sapnap but this was ok I fell asleep
