Sacrifices to save my family

Broken

It's been a few days since Jack turned up at the house and told us what he plans. The whole thing has been on mind 24/7. I just can't help but think something bad is going to happen. I've been planning for something bad to happen so when it comes I'm prepared for the worst. Deep down I know what it will come to but I still hold on to that small thread of hope. It's like it's the only thing keeping me here for my family. It would break my heart if I had to leave. Over the years I have lived here and welcomed everyone in as my new family, I have got closer with them and they are my new family. I never thought I would have a family after my mum and Edward died but when Edward found me and I became a vampire everything changed. I couldn't ask for a better family. I know one thing if I do have to leave I want to be able to give my family something to always remember me and to thank them for what they have done for me.

I'm spending the day with Alice, Esme and Rosalie when the boys go hunting. It will be nice to have time to spend with them before I have to leave. Well if it does come to that. Let's just try and forget about that and have a good day. Somehow Alice has managed to convince us to go on a shopping trip. I love Alice, she is like my sister but sometimes these shopping trips can get a bit intense. Don't get me wrong I like shopping but not at the extent Alice does. Let's just say she is a bit crazy when it comes to shopping. All of a sudden I hear a laugh coming from the other side of the room. Guess who it is. My brother. Of course it was him, he probably heard what I was saying about Alice.

" You can say that again" He says laughing

He was referring to me saying Alice is a bit crazy when she goes shopping.

"What it's true, don't tell Alice I said that though" I say worried. Who knows what Alice would do to me.

"why would I when we all now she is, I think she knows that as well" My brother says

" I guess so, when are you leaving" I ask

"We should be leaving when Carlisle gets back from work" he tells me

" So not that long from now, be carful when your out I don't want anything to happen" I tell him

" we will be fine Elisabeth don't worry" Edward says

" I know I just can't help but think something is going to happen"

"I'm sure it will be fine, go out and relax try and not think about it and Elisabeth it won't come to it, you won't have to leave" my brother reassures me.

"I guess but I will leave if I have to, I don't want to but I will."

Me and Edward start to talk about music and different pieces we wanted to learn next. I loved the fact that me and Edward shared the same passion, we both love to play the piano and listen to all types of music. Sometimes we write our own songs for fun and we have a song that only we know about and we call it sorta our song. Me and Edward are deep in discussion when Alice calls me to tell me that we will be going in a few minutes. I get up and say goodbye to my brother. I went to where Alice was and got ready.

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To my surprise I actually had a great time shopping and going to the the spa. It really helped me take my mind of everything that has happened and is happening. It was also nice to spend time with well my mum and my sisters. Alice, Rosalie and Esme have become my family.
Me and Alice have become extremely close over the last few years. We found out that when one of us has a vision we can sense it or even let each other see it. It's kinda cool. Carlisle reckons it is because I can only see visions because I meet Alice so some times we can link them.
We got back to the house an hour ago and the boys should be back now. I can't help but worry, what if something has happened. Oh no. Just then I can sense their presents but something doesn't seem right. I run to where they are. They had just entered the lounge. I turn my head to them and that's when I notice Carlisle is helping Edward up. Oh no what happened. I run to my brothers side and help him in. Me and Carlisle place him on the sofa.

There was a awkward silence until I finely broke out a word.

" What happened, are you alright Edward." I say worried

" I'm fine Elisabeth, I just got thrown into a tree and stuff, I'm fine it just hurt." Edward says

" what happened, how did this happen?" I ask again

" We were out hunting and we came across Jack, he told us that if you didn't come to him then he would hurt us and something bad would happen. That's when Edward tried to reason with him and figure out why Jack is doing this. Jack then got angry that you hadn't come so he threw Edward into a tree." Carlisle spoke

" what this is all my fault I'm so sorry Edward."

" It's not your fault" Edward says

" Did Jack say  anything else?"

" He told us that every day that you don't go to him or you are with us, someone you love will get hurt." Carlisle said

" I'm so sorry, this shouldn't  have happened." I say

" Edward is fine Elisabeth, no one else is going to get hurt. We will figure this out." Esme says
I know that she is only trying to comfort me and help me but i know what I must do next.

" I know you all want to help me and you would put yourself in danger for me but I can't let that happen, I can't lose you all." I say if I could cry right know I would

" We are all here for you and we would do anything to make sure this family stays together." Esme says and all my family agree with her.

I know that in some ways they are right and that we can figure this out together. I can't let them get hurt tho.
" Ok" Is all I mange to say. I know what I have to do and I know my family won't  like it. I must leave and I will but I might haven to without them knowing. That is going to be extremely hard, I might be able to do it but Edward well he can read my mind. I don't want to leave like this but it's the only way I can protect them. I make my way to my brother and make sure he is ok before I go out of the room and upstairs. I know my family can here so I say a small " I love you all" before I leave. I head to my room so I can prepare for what I'm about to do. I know before I leave that I will do something for them all and give them something. For now I just lay on my bed thinking about what I'm going to do and if I have made the right chose.
I just hope I have. I don't want to leave and a part of me is saying not to go but then I remind myself that this is for them and it's for there own good and safety. I will leave in 2 days I tell myself. I have no clue where I will go, maybe I can stay with the Denali coven for a while. After that I will make my way around the world. Maybe one day I will return and I can live a normal, or try to live a normal life.

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