Z
How many words does it take for a life to get destroyed ?
For a love ?
For a damn
For a show
Show of hands
Show of love
Show of hope
Show of hearts
What else are we
Except words
Except zeros
Except codes
Except notes
Coming undone
Coming unspun
Unraveled
Unrivaled
Unruffled
Unrelated
Unreal
Incomparable
Indistinguishable
Insufferable
Insane
Talk
Yell
Scream
Tell
Anything but silence
Anything but lies
Anything but the smile
You wear as a mask
I'm sorry
For the world
For the change
For the gossip
For the pain
For Lola
For Ana
For Mia
For me
For depression
For succession
For suppression
For despair
I'm sorry I'm not special
I'm sorry for what's been done
But I can't do shit
I can only run
Run
Run from the truth
Run from the hurt
Run from the start
Run from the same
My only melody
Is the tapping of keys
And my only comfort
Is the bittersweet release
I'd kiss you and hold you
And let you cry
Cry out
Cry your pain
Cry you hope
Keep you sane
I'd love you
And let you
And lose you
And give you
A love you deserve
But angel I'm human
So I'm worthless
Can't you see ?
If only the memories
Were mine to know
I'd understand
If only all your pain
Was what I could withstand
Please darling
Rest on my shoulders
Let it all go
But we're world and lives away
So talking's all we do
But you're shutting out
Going loose
Breaking up on me
And I'm confused and lost
What can I do ?
Will someone help ?
Give me directions !
Please
............
I know an angel
Who looked down and saw
A world torn apart
With hate
With rage
With greed
With envy
With piety
With melodies
Of a broken age
My angel lost her wings
She won't tell me how
All those scars
All that fear
All that rage
All my tears
Amount to nothing
To an angel
She's living a plastic life
With a graveyard in her closet
But I love my angel
With all that I'm worth
Every fibre of my being
So I'll close my eyes
Weep silent blood
Take the fall
Ignore the thud
If my angel falls
I'll hate myself
Even more than I do
Loves not enough
To heavenly beings
But I guess I'll have to do
But what if this angel
Finally sees the truth
That she's worth Olympus
Twenty times
Through and through
And I'm just a broken doll
And all I can do
Is whisper sweet nothing
For that's all I really am
To this most perfect being
I'll sing with what I am
Talk is cheap
Is bittersweet
Is all it's cracked to be
Talk is me
Is useless
Is repeated
Through the centuries
My tears of blood
Cost nothing
Only small bits of my soul
But I'd sell it all
For anything
To see my angel smile at all
My angels gonna fly away
And I will give her wings
Of broken dream and memories
And words from deep within
.
.
.
Nothing to say now
I'm trembling
Fly away Z
Fuck .
You'll never know how sorry I am
