Love Is A Magical Thing (Natsuki x Yuri Fanfic, Side Sayonika)

Chapter 5: Glistening Eyes

Natsuki's POV

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Her eyes. I felt them on me. She was watching me. But, why? I couldn't fall asleep, so I just decided to lay down in bed. Apparently Yuri couldn't either, because she's burning daggers into my soul with her eyes. I really want to do something about this. But I don't know what. I could just roll over. But, I don't have a plan any farther than that. I want her to stop, but at the same time I kind of don't. I dunno, I just, I really don't know why I don't want her to stop. I guess I could just roll over and wing it from there. That works, yeah.

I rolled over. "Why are you staring at me you creep?" Okay that came out slightly more hurtful then intended. Yuri jumped. "I'm sorry! I wasn't trying to be weird! Please forgive me!" She repeatedly apologized playing with her hair out of nervousness. She looks so adorable when she does that. I sighed. "Whatever, you're forgiven, I guess." I said rolling back over. 

She's still staring at me. It's kind of annoying because I can't fall asleep while she's looking at me. I rolled back over. Yuri was about to apologize again before I cut her off. "Don't apologize, give me a reason why." I said sitting up. "I, uhm," Yuri sighed. "do you really want an honest answer?" She asked. I glared at her, that was confirmation enough. 

"I want to protect you." Yuri deadpanned. "Protect me? Why?" I asked, confused. "Because, just taking one glace at you I could tell your life before this school was rough. You're growth is stunted, and you're very clearly underweight. In the morning, when you escaped by slipping out of your shirt, I saw a ton of bruises and old scars." Yuri explained. "I didn't bring it up because we were never alone together long enough." She added. Was it that easy to see all of those things? I looked off to the side. "It's really none of my business, but, how did you get those wounds?" Yuri asked. "I, uhm, I was just really clumsy and fell a lot." That excuse sucked. Yuri narrowed her vision, she didn't buy it. She sat up and sat back down on my bed. Right next to me. I blushed up, why is she so close to me?! "Don't try and lie to me, you either tell me or you don't." Yuri said sternly.  "How would you even know I was lying? Not that I was but-" "Sayori used to do the same thing you're doing right now to hide the fact she has depression." Yuri deadpanned. What? Sayori has depression? But she's so happy all the time. "I learned to separate lies from the truth. Now, you can stay silent or you can tell me the truth, but trust you me if you decide to stay silent I will find out on my own eventually." Yuri said, I could tell she wasn't kidding.  Do I really want to tell her though? I mean, it might feel better if I tell her but.  "I, I wanna tell you, but I can't, he said if I told anyone he'd kill me.." My voice cracked a bit. Shit, no, don't cry. She'll think you're weak! I looked down. I saw Yuri's fist clench. She took my hands in her own, I looked back up at her. "Whoever 'he' is, he can't hurt you here. I had my suspicions, but this is worse then I thought. Please tell me Natsuki." Yuri pleaded. By now I knew I was shaking out of fear. How was I one hundred percent sure? Because Yuri let go of my hands and hugged me, begining to rub my back like she did when she woke me up for the first time. I want to cry, but I can't, I can't show weakness. I just need to get it over with and tell her. "It's, my papa...." My voice sounds so weak. Tears began to roll down my face, I can't hold these feelings in anymore. "He, he hits me and most of the time refuses to give me food." By now I was sobbing quietly. Yuri sighed. "I'm not going to tell you not to cry, it's okay to cry sometimes, but, I promise you I'll be right here to cheer you up afterward." She spoke softly. It felt like some of my problems melted away after hearing that. 

We sat like that for a good while, around ten minutes. Yuri listened to everything I had to say, from what happened my father, to small insecurities I have. What I appreciated most is she didn't say anything about stopping. She just let me speak. I guess this is technically what familiars are supposed to do but still. Something about the way she approached this situation made me feel slightly better. She didn't shush me or tell me not to cry. She just told me that I'm safe now, and to let out what I've been holding in. I can't remember exactly when. But I ended up falling asleep on her while I was calming back down. You can't blame me though, Yuri made it easy for me to feel at ease.

I woke up after feeling a disturbance in my bed. I opened my eyes. Eh? Yuri is tucking me in? Yuri noticed I had opened my eyes. "Sorry, did I wake you?" She asked taking a seat on her bed. "Yeah, why were you tucking me in?" I asked, kind of grumpy because I was in the middle of a great dream. "Eh heh, when you fell alseep you wrapped your arms around me and I couldn't get away without waking you up so I laid down with you and let you have your rest. I'll admit I dozed off eventually as well." Yuri explained scratching the back of her neck with a flustered expression and blush on her face. Help I think my face just entered hell. I slept with my crush. Holy fuck I slept with my crush! I covered my face and rolled over. "You still have a few hours until you need to wake up, you can go back to sleep if you want." Yuri informed. "I'm going to go take a shower." She added before walking off.  I tried to control my raging gay thoughts. She willingly decided to lay down in bed with me. Okay I need to chill out, what if she was just trying to be a good friend. But then that brings me yesterday though. She put her boobs directly in my face. She knew exactly what she was doing, I could tell by her expression. I grumbled. Why are these signs so confusing?! I might as well try to go back to sleep, Yuri said I had a few hours. I did eventually fall back asleep, but my dreams were far from what I was expecting.

Yuri panted heavily after I broke the kiss, wasting no time to go back in for another one. Our  tongues wrestled for dominance. Eventually Yuri gave in and let me take control. I explored her mouth. I felt Yuri's arms snake around me and pull me closer. I smirked and slid one of my legs in-between her's, begining to rub her crotch. Yuri's tail wrapped around my ankle as she moaned softly, her cat ears folding as well. I began to trace kisses from her lips down to her neck, and started the search for her sweet spot. Yuri's body began to tremble as she whimpered and moaned. Yuri's breath hitched as I grabbed on to the hem of her shirt and pulled it up revealing her bare breas-

"Wake the fuck up Samurai, we have a city to burn." Yuri said trying to restrain a giggle after making a Cyberpunk reference. I snorted before sitting up. "Yeah yeah, I know the drill, I'll go get ready." I said sitting up and grabbing the uniform from Yuri. What the flying fuck was that dream!?

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Twas gay, Natsuki, the dream twas gay.

Anyway, hi.