• 𝐴 𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐵𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑑 •

The Realistic Dream

After going into the convent store Y/n heads to the beach. Where she can enjoy herself peacefully.

Spotting a bunch of large rocks, not rough ones but smooth ones near the shore line.
Finding her signature rock where she always goes to, she sets down the succulent, bouquet and bag of food. She opens one bag of chips and a munches on it.

She sits and looks out into the ocean just enjoying the view. Y/n takes her wrist in hand and feels the ridges of the wrap, and took it off slowly, proceeding to do the same with her ankle.

It was nice of Lyra to offer to help, even though I was crippled. The pain didn't hurt then but is hurting now.

She massages both wounds lightly.

It's still so red and purple...

Taking a bite out of her sandwich she thinks over to the pink haired girl and the boy hugging back at the shop. Thinking aloud.

"That couple seems off to me, but they seemed they were happy...." She prolongs with a pause. "But the look on Lyras face says it all."
Staring blankly at the sand and water swishing she sighed.

"She looked pained."Closing her eyes for a while. As if knowing that familiar feeling.

"Lyra you should forget about him. Nothing good comes out of wishing and wanting."

Y/n opens her eyes again her brown orbs showing deep emptiness.

A crab crawls out and is in front of her.
She blinks out of her day dreaming and looks at the crab.
"You must be hungry."
Tearing a piece of her sandwich and throwing down to the crab It freezes at first then slowly goes to pick up the scrap and starts munching on it.

"Oh shoot my Journal!" Y/n sticks her hand through the cracks of the 2 boulders to reveal a book and pencil.

"Good thing the tide doesn't come up on this side of the shore, Little guy don't you move! Let me sketch you real quick."
Being one with the paper and pencil she goes ham on it, But the crab moves suddenly and back to the ocean.

"Awwww no I wasn't done with you!!"
Pouting and not satisfied with the unfinished page she finishes some details and closes the book.
"You can easily go as you please to the ocean.
It must be nice to just swim all day in there.
Speaking of swimming....what happened this morning?"
Putting all her trash back into the bag, she lays on the rock facing the sky, with her journal in hand.

"I remember falling down......and..."

Drowning

"No no Y/n it's okay you're not drowning now. But my question is...how did I get to shore when I know I was sinking?"

"And I heard this...song, this beautiful voice that sung it."

And those eyes...

Turing her head towards the sea she wonders.
"Maybe it was just my dream and I didn't actually see them nor heard a song."

Even though she thought this and said aloud she rose up fuming with frustration.

"No!! Dammit! It felt all too real to be a dream!The song some of it I remember..."

"I broken...something-?"

"Lull you??Uhh..."

"Given the chance to...hmm..Something something my dear???"

Huffing and puffing Y/n gives up taking off her shoes her toes hit the light sand and limp/ walks towards the shore.

Walking till half her knees where covered by water she yells.

"If your out there please give me a sign!!"
Nothing happens.

"Damn ocean why didn't you just sink me like a boat instead of saving my life!!"

Her feet kicked the water as if it would do something.

"You know I'm terrified of you and yet you saved me...for what?!"

Turing around, hand on her nose pinching the brink of it.

"I've gone crazy and started yelling at nothing,
Good going Y/n."

One hand falling to her side and the other clenching onto something, something cold and metallic.

Turing back to the ocean she then takes off her necklace. She then proceeds to throw it.

But is suddenly haulted. She thinks real carefully as to what she is about to do. The necklace has great meaning behind it, and is very important to her. Its frame was shaped as a turtle, and its shell was a white opal stone. Very beautiful hand crafted. How could she have thought to throw it out?

"Why would I ever think of throwing out what is most important to me?"

Just when she is about to but it back on..
It slips out of her grasp and falls onto the squishy sand. She panics as she try's to find it but cannot.

"No no no no no I can't find it where did it go!!??" Gosh your so dumb whyyy!!!"

Tears begin to appear but never spill out.
"Gosh I'm so stupid. H-How can I ever find it now?"

Left with nothing Y/n returns home with guilt.

But little did she know....the whole time something, Or more like someone was watching her the whole time.