Waada Raha

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W2 - tuj kaise pata Chala ... aur ye jhuth bhi to sakta hai ...

W4 - ho bhi sakti hai ye khabar jhuthi nai bhi ... aur pata kaise bhi chali ho tum log aam Khao gutliyan Kun ginte ho ... bas hai ...

W1 - par wo aisa Kun karenge ... unka eklota beta hai ...

W4 - apna khoon thori hai ...

W1 - matlab ...

W4 - Matlab ye ki bade sahab ke teeno Bache sautele hai ... apna bacha nai hai ...

W1 - par unko dekh ke laga nai kabi ... unke apne Bache nai hai ...

W4 - par unhone apna bacha Kun nai kiya hoga ... ye baat samaj nai ati ...

W3 - badi madam ne mana kiya hoga na ... aur Jahan Tak suna tha love marriage thi unki ... to sahab na nai Kar paye honge ...

W2 - par kuch bhi bolo bade sahab chote sahab aur Preeti neeti madam ko pyar bahut karte hai ...

W1 - wo to bahut pyar karte hai par sunna hai chote sahab kuch khas pasand nai karte bade sahab ko ... aur shayad unko baap bhi nai mante ...

W3 - are Bhai humara Kya Kam wo Kya bhi Kare ... Chalo chodo ye sab waise bhi time hogya Kam pe wapis lagne ka ...

All went for there work ... all this while there words were echoing in Sidharth's ears ...specially what they said bade sahab ne nikal diya ... he was thinking that Mr. Shukla had asked maa to send him away ...

Somewhere he was known it's not possible but still ... all the time these were the only thoughts he was having ... he reached flat and had dinner and as routine Sana was massaging and telling him about sahil ... Sidharth who was already occupied with thoughts hearing continuously about some one else made him more frustrated say his insecurities were trying to overpower him ... and he burst out ...

Sidharth - yaar sana ye apna sahil puran band kar ... aur ye Kya laga rakha hai sahil sahil ... jabi dekho sahil ... aaj panch din hone ko hai par tu uske name ki mala he jappe ja rahi hai ... itna he acha lag raha hai to mere sath Kya kar rahi ho, jao uske sath, uske pass ...

Sana - Sidharth ye Kya bole ja rahe ho ... soch samaj ke bol ...

Sidharth - Han ab muj he sochne ki jarurat hai na ... hogi bhi Kun na mujse jyada samjdar logon ke sath Jo rah rahi ho ... iss baat ki bhi takleef hogi na ... Kahn luxury se yahn kabar khane main aa gayi ... ek pahle he bhuda lagta hai upar se ye sab ... isliye pakro koi bakra ... usko halal karenge ... Kun sahi Bola na ... raho apne uss sensible sahil ke sath he ...

Saying so he stood and went out ...

Sana - Sidharthhh Kahan ja raha hai ... Sidharthhhh wapis aa nai bol rahi uske liye ... wapis aa...

she fell on floor and was crying mess ... Sidharth left without seeing back ... he was frustrated on something else and went out in some other way ... which was totally wrong ... But he was already insecured and continue sahil name was making him more insecured ... Sana too was unable to understand what exactly happened ... is she went overboard in saying about some other guy ... Or she failed to make him feel free from insecurities ... or she was unable to make him trust in her ... where she lacked ... and why he left like this ... if he didn't like her speak about someone else he simply had stopped ... whenever he had asked something she had obeyed ... didn't argued ... then why not now ...

While crying and thinking about that almost three hours passed ... but he didn't came back ... she was getting restless ... and more worried with every next minute passing ... she fall asleep on floor of living area by crying ...

On the other hand he was at bank of lake where no one was seen and he bought a drink bottle and was having that ... he was not in senses what he was doing ... what made him more frustrated ... He too slept there ... He woke up with sun rays falling on his face ... and groaned with mild headech due to much drink he was in pain ... he saw surrounding and remembered what happened last night he cursed himself ...

Sidharth - shit ... shit ... shit ... what have I done ... she must be crying very badly ... aaaahhhhh Meri ye insecurities hamesha muj mindup Kun karti hai ... Bina kisi wajh Maine usko Kya Kya bakwas bol di ... Maine bola bhi hai usko main uske layak nai hun ... she deserves better than me ... Jo usko khush rakhe, aise dard na de jaise Maine Diya hai ... hamesha usko dukh deta hun ... muj pahle uske pass Jana hoga ... usne kuch, nai nai ... wo thik hogi ... he went in direction of there flat and was continually thinking about her ... soon he reached and opened the door ... sight in front his eyes broke him completely ...