Chapter 1. Dealing with Newt's Death

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Hi everyone! Before I get started I just everyone to know that I love this ship so much I would literally bring newt back from the dead and make him confess his feelings cause we all know he loves tommy. Anyways there will be some 18+ in some of the chapters just to be sure so I don't ruin any innocent people so that will be it! Enjoy my newtmas fans!

A year after newt's death

Thomas's pov

Today will be a year since newt has left our lives. A year since we rescued Minho from wicked and killed Jensen in the process. It's been a rough couple months for me, losing newt was like losing my hope of even being here. He was supposed to make it back with us, but the flare had gotten to him and ended up dying. I always wished that I could of done something to save, anything to keep him alive. Every night, before going to bed, I would read that note that newt had written for him.

I sighed before rubbing my temple softly, getting up, walking out of the tents to meet up with Minho. The day was bright, birds were up and chirping away. Sounds of water clashing against each other to make waves. "Hey Thomas! Bout time you got up" Minho said running up to him, patting his shoulder smiling. The color on Minho was back to it original color, since they were doing horrible things to him. "Ah yeah, sorry just had thoughts going through my mind ya know." I spoke, knowing Minho would know exactly what I was talking about.

When newt died, a part of me died as well. Everyone tried their best to cheer me up, tell me that he was in a better place but I couldn't handle him being gone. I missed his British accent, the sweet smiles he mad, his little limp when he walked everywhere. God I sound so lovesick, but I was or am in love with newt. Never really thought I'd ever say those words, it was true though.

While walking with Minho, talking about god knows what, knowing how Minho just rambled about everything. I looked out in the distant, thinking if things would be different if they never had to deal with the flare and just live normal life's. Funny, I know, but it's not bad to think of once in awhile. A couple hours went by, telling Minho I needed some time to myself for just a few. I've become depressed since newt left my life, knowing that he'll never come back or even see him one more time.

I walked over to the tall stone rock that was in the middle of the place. Looking at every name on the rock, until coming across newts. I placed my hand over his name, my thumb rubbing the lettering. "Tommy, it's okay, we will meet again I promise." Newt said in a whispering tone, making me jump. I looked around kinda shaken up, trying to see if I was going nuts. But no one was there, shaking my head while heading back to my tent.

Third person pov

Thomas walked back into his tent, a bit freaked out that he heard Newt's voice. He knew that he was going crazy, after everything he has gone through, wouldn't be much of a surprise to him. He sighed before laying down on his bed, staring at the ceiling trying to figure out how and where he heard that voice. It was impossible to hear his voice, he was gone, never to seen again. That was until Thomas noticed some strange door that was in his tent, standing up quickly looking around. "What the shuck?! Where did that come from.." Thomas spoke to himself, stepping back a bit while staring at the door. It was at least his height, brown with some design in it, and a gold knob.

Thomas closed his eyes tightly, thinking it was some time of illusion but when he opened his eyes back open it was still there. He slowly walked towards the door, grabbing the knob gently before turning it but it didn't open. "Huh? It needs a key, what the shuck is going on, maybe Minho knows." He spoke out to himself again. Thomas ran out of his tent, looking for his friend Minho. He needed to know for sure he wasn't going crazy, so once he found Minho he dragged him to his tent.

"What!!! It was right there I swear Minho!" Thomas exclaimed noticing the door wasn't there anymore, walking over to the spot where it was. Minho watched his every movement, worried that Thomas was getting a bit worked up over something that isn't even there. "I swear Minho, it was here, it was a brown door with a gold knob and a key hole." Thomas explained as Minho came up behind him, putting his hand on his shoulder sighing. "Thomas I believe you don't worry, but you should get some rest okay? We will figure this out in the morning I promise." Minho told him, exiting out of Thomas tent.

Thomas stared at where the door was before sighing, knowing that Minho was right. Maybe he just needed some sleep and things will be normal again. He went over to his bed, taking his shoes off, laying down and pulling the blankets over his body. "Don't you worry Tommy, you'll figure it soon" Newt's voice whisper in the distance as Thomas slowly fell asleep to the sound of newt speaking, knowing that he'll figure something out sooner or later.

Well that's the end of this chapter guys! I hope you liked it, if there is anything y'all want to say just let me know In the comments anyways hope u enjoyed Second chapter will be up tommorow!

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