Beauty of love (DISCONTINUED)

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Hoseok's POV

Going to school is just as usual, boring except for the times when I can see my mates, but hearing that Y/N is sick and so staying at home to rest from her friends leaves a bad taste in my mouth.

They assured us that they made sure she'd be fine by herself, making her food and getting her medicine, especially after she ended up at the hospital, but that doesn't bring me relief. She's alone right now? How can you stay alone all the time when sick? What if something happens?

Taehyung and Jimin tried a few times to get her address, but the girls are intent on not sharing it without Y/N's permission, so they have yet to get back to us on that matter. The following days become filled with conversations about Y/N, worries about her health getting worse and hoping she can come back soon because she's so fun to hang out with.

Although I don't voice my opinion too often about her, I do wish she could come back soon. It's been fun getting to know her and I can feel my walls breaking down more quickly than ever, her being a comfortable source of peace to me, which the others quickly agree with. It feels right to have her in our group. Jungkook too is wavering, knowing full well that we have nothing to fear from her, but still a little wary. We've had our share of problems from strangers in the past.

After a few days into the week and still no sign of her, I finally manage to get Yoongi and Jin aside into Yoongi's personal studio so we can make use of the soundproof of the room. I make them sit on the couch side by side while I sit in front of them both. "Now, don't think I missed that look you both shared last time about me getting dizzy. There's something you're not telling me and I intend to get to the bottom of it right now" I say, once again seeing the orange light to their eyes.

I cross my arms and legs to make myself more imposing, I don't want them to think that I'm going to accept anything else other than the truth.

Yoongi's the first to sigh and props his forearm on his knee before looking at me. "I... met our last soulmate". My eyes widen and I have to refrain myself from jumping at him in anger. "You what?! And you didn't care to tell us?!" I scream, making full use of the wonderful thing that is a soundproof wall.

Jin tries to speak in but Yoongi raises his hand to stop him. "I would've told you, if it wasn't for the fact that she asked me to not tell any of you. Jin-hyung only found out because he saw me react strongly to her getting hurt" he then explains and I tilt my head.

"Her... so she's a female. Human or vampire? Do I know her? Have you both connected with her?" I ask without giving them time to answer, but their eyes turn grey. " Human. I connected with her, Jin-hyung hasn't. She got anti-memory lenses. So in that sense... you do know her".

I frown at his words. "Does she not want us? Why would she avoid us? Who is she? Why anti-memory lenses? Does this have anything to do with what's happening to me? Help me understand before I go crazy" I blurt out quickly, watching as they grow uncomfortable. "I won't tell the others if you give me a good reason, but please explain" I add, noticing the small sigh that leaves Yoongi.

"When we connected, she saw... me getting mad at someone, a woman. Heard me shout about getting hurt by her, about me wanting her dead. She thinks she's the one inflicting that to me. Her staying away from us is her attempt to protect us. I've been trying to convince her to give us a chance, but she's so sure that it's going to be her fault, so she keeps running away. She asked me to keep quiet about her because she doesn't want to give any of you hope since to her, it's never going to happen".

I sink in my chair and take in what I just heard. I then remember Y/N's words about not being made for love, it scaring her. That it can't be beautiful for everyone. I blink and look up to meet their eyes. Why am I thinking of her in this situation? We have been oddly attracted to her... easily opening up to this stranger as if it was natural. And most importantly... My eyes widen.