"Y/N...TALK TO ME...PLEASE." He begged, his back against the wall of woman's restroom door as he sat outside.
He could hear her quietly sniffling, like she was trying her hardest not to cry in front of him.
Y/n had locked herself in the bathroom for about 5 minutes, refusing to say a single word.
"Y/n..." He whispered, leaning his head against the wall. He closed his eyes, thinking to himself how he could get her to talk to him-
"It was back in middle school." She started. Her voice sounding closer than before, as she was leaning against the door.
Kaminari perked up, ready to listen.
"...I was kinda egotistical, cocky, rude...The complete opposite of how I act now...I was self-centered, and really only cared about myself...
My friends had bigger struggles than me, but I pushed my own problems onto them and forced them to listen. I felt like my issues were far bigger than theirs...
Long story short...I lost them. They stopped being friends with me...abandoned me...
But this wasn't with just one group of friends...This happened to me with every friend I made for the next 2 years...
Eventually I was alone. I realized what I had done, and grew from my actions, but the damage was already done. Everyone was sick of me...
So when I started life here at U.A, I didn't want to make the same mistake...but at the same time, I still wanted attention...
So, while I focused on other people more than myself, I eventually found Shinso.
...Him and I had a deal, where I'd help him train, and he'd give me the attention I so desperately wanted..."
He heard y/n stand up from the other side of the door. "You asked what my fears are the other night. What it is I have nightmares of every night I fall asleep...
The answer is abandonment. Loneliness. Darkness. I want the attention without seeming like an asset. Without seeming clingy. But it's not possible."
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dear diary ᝰ d.kaminari ✓ (poc reader)
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