do you understand my hurt?
myahs pov:
i woke up to the same famillar feeling, hit me like a train, a frown appeared on my face
your never getting out of this ... i told myself
i was happy, then i got hurt. i left it behind but only to get hurt all over again. now i watch as my whole world falls apart, slowly fading away, piece by pice, taking me with it
ive given up. my hope is lost, its funny to think my joy would last ... that it was eternal
i was obviously wrong.
"GETT UPP!!" i heard my mother yell from outside my door
i flinched covering myself with my arms
i loved her.. but its hard for me to believe when all she does is hands me slaps to the face when i mess up
i felt hot tears building up in my eyes
i hate my life. i hate it, this unexplainable feeling slowly started to drain me
i couldnt understand what this feeling was, but it somehow was always with me
i hated it just as much as i hate myself.
do you understand my hurt?
shekinahs corner;
hey guys.. this story is based off real events in my life, it still continues to procceed
i hate it so much.
i feel like my problems are too little to be explained or talked about, so that is why i keep quiet silently screaming for help. i feel like other people have much more bigger and serious suituations to be delt with.
im afraid of the rejection, the judgement and overall the doubt that people would care.
i hate it so fucking much
im not saying people should give their time and attention to me, if thats what it sounds like, please please please do not think of me like that. i just really dont know how to explain myself but i love every one and each of yous <3 if today or yesterday wasnt great, i pray tommorow or today will be better for you <3
i love you, your drop dead gorgeous and your more than enough
if know one told you that im saying it now!!
dont think or let anyone say otherwise
<3 shekinah out.
