im sorry i cant do this.
i thought i could do it, i thought i could be someone and find my place in this world
i ruined myself even more
that same feeling i talked about is growing stronger, it feels like i dont have control over myself
and i just sit there. thinking
how the hell did i end up here??
"friends" dont help either
too many times they've left me in the dark, i went from being the person who was friends with everybody, the one who always helped others and made sure they knew they were loved
to being useless, unheard, suicidal and in pain
i cant help anyone. i dont know how to fufill their needs anymore, im tired
because im the problem, and one problem cant make a solution
shekinahs corner;
idk
