alone
mattias pov:
my shoulders relaxed once the hot water hit me, i took a deep breath in before exhaling making a cloud of steam apper
i looked through the blurry glass strasight at myself in the mirror
i wanted love. more of a fact i needed it
voices started to flood my head
"why cant you love yourself?
"leave.. they wont care"
"no one was there for you"
i was on the bridge of tears trying my hardest to shut them out. but i couldnt, i stopped fighting them and faced what was really happening. i was dying
and no one knew or cared, i was really alone
memories played in my head almost like i was in a theatre watching scenes on a large screen, watching every moment realizing i could never get them back..
shekinahs corner;
(sha-kai-nah) :)
