Love hurts. ( how to train your dragon fanfic)

Chapter 15:

Chapter 15:

It's been two months after I lost my baby. Dagur makes us try again every night. He spends lot of his time in the baby's room. Was he hurting over this lost? If he truly wanted this child then he should have controlled his temper. He sleeps in the baby's room most of the week. One day when I came home from the market I heard a noise in the kitchen. I walk in and it was Dagur making tea.

"Is everything alright?" I asked and he looked at me.

"Ya just making tea." He said and I walked over to him.

"What's going on?" I ask and folded my arms, "you never make anything in the kitchen." He hugged me tight.

"I'm sorry." He said almost about to cry, "I didn't mean to hurt us."

"Dagur just let it go." I said and pushed him off. He looked taken back.

"What?" He asked.

"Let it go, with how long it took us, let's hope it doesn't happen again. Next time you lose you're temper try not to take it out on me." I said and he took a step closer.

"I get that we're both hurting but I'm not the only one to blame here." He said and I looked up at him.

"I told you the truth and you didn't believe me. How is it my fault?" I asked with tears in my eyes.

"I said we're both to blame." He said and I walked out of the kitchen. He followed. "Where are you going? We aren't finished."

"Well I am!" I said walking up the stairs, "And don't even think about hurting this one because I will leave.."

"What?" He said.

"Dagur I'm pregnant." I said and held my stomach. He ran up the stairs.

"Are you sure?" He asked surprised.

"Yes I just saw the shaman, ten minutes ago." I said with a small smile.

"Really?!!! That's amazing!!!" He said and hugged me and kissed me all over my face.

"Dagur stop that, it tickles!" I giggled and he picked me up and took me to the baby's room. He put me down and lit a candle.

"What do you think?" He asked. The room was small but it had a table and closet. The crib was in the corner. The blanket I made was perfectly in the crib. 

"I love it." I said and he hugged me.

"Good. But now that you're expecting again maybe I should go alone for the treaty signing." He said and I pulled away.

"No I wanna go too. I'll be ok. I'll stay by your side the whole time." I said.

"I don't know." He said.

"Please I'll be so bored here by myself." I said and he sighed.

"Fine."he sighed and I smiled.

"Thank you!!" I said and kissed his cheek.

"I still think this is a bad idea. What if something happens to the baby? We don't want to lose another one." He said and I rolled my eyes.

"The baby will be fine I promise." I said and put my hand on his cheek. He put his hand on mine. 

"I love you." He said and kissed my forehead.

"I love you too." I said with a smile.

"And I love you too!" He said bending over to my stomach and kissed it.  "We're gonna have a baby!!"

"We're gonna have a baby!!" I said and he kissed me all over my face.

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It's been two months full of morning sickness and honestly I could care less. The treaty signing is coming up in a week and I can't wait! I've been packing and polishing Dagur's armor. It's not easy but some how I'm doing it. I've never been so active then in the last few months. Being the chef's wife is a lot of work but I think I'm getting the hang of it.  But having a baby is making it a Little hard. Dagur's is never up for the morning sickness. he's been so busy getting things ready for the treaty signing, that he's just to tired to hold my hair back. But I rather have him rest then be up with me. Who ever is make up those lies about me planing on leaving is putting me in deep water with Dagur. He has Guards at every dock and one that follows me every where I go. Dagur said it's for my safety but I know it's to make sure I'm not trying to leave. I honestly wish I could leave but with this baby coming it would be impossible. I haven't flown in months so my wings are probably not in the best shape. Dagur is so busy that I can never go dragon. I really worry about how our kids will be and will he take it out on me if they disobey his orders? There's so much I'm worried about that I get even more nervous about having this baby. Now I'm only in the second month now so I don't physically look pregnant yet but it's still to early to get our hopes up. If anything I just look like I gained weight. Dagur believes that this is going to be a boy so he can pass on the chef duties but I just don't know. I'd be happy with both. Dagur is so happy about the baby that's all he talks about. It kinda funny. And with this baby coming his mother has come over to help with the chores. It's nice and all but I can totally handle it on my own. I mean I'm gonna need to learn. But oh well. So as I was polishing his armor, some one knocks on the front door. As I was about to get up and answer it the guard babysitting me beat me to it. It was one of the many wives that come to leave gifts for the baby. It's nice but I wish I could personal thank them and maybe even invited them in for a drink and talk. But I lost the right to answer the door and talk to anyone. It's so frustrating.

"Another baby gift Mrs." the guard said and set it on the table.

"Thank you I'll open it later." I said and went back to the polishing. I wish I could have friends here. I don't know why Dagur is so against me talking to people. I swear the chain he has me on just keeps getting shorter.I'm having a baby not dying.

"Is everything alright Mrs?" The guard asked snapping me back to reality.

"I'm fine, I'm just tired." I said with a small smile.

"Having a baby will do that to ya. I remember how my wife was when she was expecting. Always tired and hungry for the weirdest things." He said with a smile.

"You have a child?" I asked.

"I have three, Mrs. all boys." He said and I smiled.

"Were you ever nervous that you won't make a good parent?" I asked.

"All the time but the more time I spent with them the easier it got." He said and I nodded.

"I'm nervous." I said looking down at the armor.

"You'll make a fine mother, Mrs." He said and I smiled.

"Thank you. I hope so." I said and went back to polishing. When I finished I went up stairs to pack Dagur's bag. Packing a few clothes and other things Dagur put on the packing list. I don't know why he wants so many weapons in he's bag. Isn't this a peace treaty signing? Why would he bring weapons? Honestly I should be questioning Dagur? He's always doing weird stuff. I'll ask him about it later I guess.  As I packed for my bag, Dagur walked in the room.

"I thought you were working late tonight?" I said and he hugged me from behind.

"I wanted to see my wife." He said and kissed my cheek.

"Well your wife is almost finished packing. Are you hungry?" I asked turning around putting my hands on the back of his neck. He smiled at me.

"I could eat but I'm ok. Let me help pack." He said and I smiled.

"I can make you something if your hungry silly." I said putting a hand on his cheek.

"If you want to make me something fine but I'm telling you I'm ok." He said and I nodded. He moved one hand to my stomach, "How's the little one?"

"It's good still to early to feel kicking or anything." I said and he frowned.

"I wish it would hurry. But ok. So where are you in the packing?"He asked.

"Well you're all packed, I polished your armor and sharpened your weapons. Can I ask why you are bringing so many?" I said moving to his bag.

"You can never be to prepared. And what about you?" He asked and I walked over to the dresser.

"I just need to pick out my clothes and then I'll be done!" I said and  opened one of the drawers.

"Well maybe I can help." He said and I chuckled.

"Last time I let you pick out my outfit it was way to short for the occasion." I said and he walked over to me putting his hands on my waist.

"And you're the sexiest bride I've ever seen." He said with a smirk.

"You're a pig." I laughed and he rolled his eyes.

"Love you too." He said sarcastically and walked over to the bed, sprawling over the bed.

"All I'm saying is that I want to look perfect to represent our tribe. In prim-rose we wear the finest silks and lace." I said and picked out a few nice dresses.

"You'll be wearing your cloak the whole time no one will see what your wearing. Hell you can go naked for you wanted." He said as I walked over to the bed, setting the dresses in the boxes and put the boxes on the ground. I climbed into the bed next to him laying on my stomach.

"I just want to make you and you tribe proud. I don't want to mess anything up for you again." I said and he put an arm around me.

"You do make me proud. Look at all you've done so far." He said and smiled.

"But as the chef's wife I represent the tribe too. I don't want you to be embarrassed." I said and he kissed my forehead.

"Not going to happen." He said and I put my head on his chest.

"You think to highly of me." I said.

"You think to less of you, and besides you'll do great just stay by my side and keep quite it's a day then we head home." He said and I nodded as we laid there in silence.