7pm
you stared at the blackboard along with the other 50 people in the class room
it's been 2 hours and your lecturer is gonna continue for another 30 minutes
it was another boring day, one without taeyong the love of your life
he was busy, for 2 weeks already.. his japanese album comeback
you looked at your notebook and you saw many cartoon taeyongs you drew in the past 2 hours
a sexy one, a cute one, a charismatic one, and another one of him smiling
you picked up your pencil and drew another one
you drew a cartoon version of yourself kissing taeyong's cheek
" let's go get soju " your friend tells you
you looked over and saw her smirking at you
you nodded and looked at the time...
7:25
time flew by so fast
the boring class ends and your friend drags you to the bbq place
" also 2 soju, give us your best meat please~ " she cooes at the waiter
you sighed at your lockscreen, a picture of taeyong smiling with his eyes
" wae~ " she looked at you
" i can't do this anymore " you sighed
" woah- "
" i just don't get it!! it's been two fricking weeks !!! is he that busy to the point he can't update me or call me ?? even for 5 minutes??? i feel like he's bored with me, am i a boring person? does he not love me anymore?? " you rant
your friend looked around the restaurant, everyone was staring weirdly at you
" of course not! he does love you y/n. it's just his work is in the way, work and school is so different. he's probably practicing his rap, if not his dance, if not he's performing, shooting a video, going to photoshoots, getting his makeup done, going to meetings. " she explains
you laid your head on the table, looking to the side
you saw a couple sitting there, the girl was smiling at the boy happily as he cooked the meat
it could've been you and him.. but his job drifts him away from you
" i wanna get drunk " you tell her
she sighed at you, you must need it..
" okay, but i can't send you home i have to pick up my nephew at daycare " she tells you
the food arrives and you both gobbled it up, she chewed so happily while you had a sad frown on your face
you took shots of soju and barely ate any meat, maybe a few pieces that she gave you but that was it
you felt your head getting dizzy, you ran your hands through your hair and furrowed your eyebrows
" you're drunk already " she states the truth
" no i'm not. " you pour another shot
" y/n your alchohol tolerance is like 2 shots. you finished a whole bottle, almost your second aswell " she tells you
you looked at her, then back at the soku bottle you were holding.. there were barely any left
you signalled to her, wanting her soju bottle since there was half left
" take it " she hands it to you
you smiled and received it, pouring some into your shot glass and drinking more
~~
8:30pm
you groaned as your heavy feet brought you up to the apartment
you were freezing cold, drunk and tired
wishing taeyong was here to hold you
you stopped and sighed, getting more tired
" i can't do this anymore " you huffed, sitting on the stairs
you leaned your head against the wall, tears slowly forming
your face contorted and you covered it, crying into your hands like a baby
" where are you taeyong-ah.. " you cried
you cried more and more and more, wailing into your hands
your heart physically hurted, and your sweater paws soaked in bitter tears
you sniffled and looked up, wiping away the tears and standing back up to walk back to your apartment
you unlocked it and kicked your shoes away, slamming the door shut
you turned a corner and saw a shady man doing something
your eyes widen and thought that you were getting robbed
you grabbed the nearest thing to you and threw it at him, closing your eyes and turning away
" ow. "
you opened your eyes and saw taeyong rubbing his head
you gasped and ran into his arms quickly
" where were you? i waited all day " he hugs you, rubbing your back
you snuggled into the familiar warmth, smelling the scent of his cologne
you couldn't help but cry again, happy tears forming
" wae wae wae??? are you crying?? " he pulls away concerningly
you saw his face and got a good look
he held your chin and pouted at the sight of you crying
" don't cry " he frowns
" i missed you " you hug him, snuggling into his chest
he smiled and kissed the top of your head
" are we just gonna hug here? " he asks, smiling a little
you pulled away and he smiled at you
" you smell like alchohol who'd you drink with? " he ran his fingers through your hair
" why didn't you call me? or text me? " you ask
his face dropped, he hadn't got to that part yet
he held your hand and brought you to your room, you raised your eyebrow at the situation
the door was closed but he opened it and revealing flowers and balloons all over
" happy 3 years " he tells you
your face light up and you walked in further.. you totally forgot about your anniversary with him
" sorry i didn't call or text, i barely had any energy to do so " he said sincerely
you looked at him and he felt guilty
" it's okay " you hugged him
he looked at you
" really? like... it's totally fine? " he asks
you nodded wanting to explore the room
more
he smiled as you sat on the bed to examine the roses
" you didn't answer my question, who'd you drink with "
