Rain Drops Of Love

Chapter 8

Dexter~
I woke up early this morning to plan a day with Kitten. i was going to make sure this day would make her week.

Its been a week since her fathers funeral and Kitten hasn't moved much around the house. Jacklyn and Jozlynn even became worried.

Andrew stopped by twice to see her and one to give me the 'you hurt her ill kill you talk.' I like her brother he's nice but Kitten sees only her father in Andrew, maybe in all men she does.

Kitten acts about the same with all men other then me. with others she cowards and flinches with every movement. with me she feels safe she acts comfortable and trusting of me.

Diamond is my little kitten, and id never seek to hurt her and she knows that. to help her I'm even planning a special day with her.

Kitten is still sound asleep so imma head to the store to get some stuff. i grab my keys and leave the house.

(A/N .. this is diamonds dream happening write now while shes asleep.)

Diamond~
Its the day of my fathers funeral...again, and it has been for the last week. My fathers funeral is rather large. the whole police force and there families are dressed in black, and i am wearing a short lace black dress.

I walk up to the coffin and look in. my fathers cold lifeless body lays there still. i kinda wish my dad would sit up and be alive but another part of me doesn't feel any grief for him.

Many family members and friends say things about my father, how he was such a 'great man.'

Others frowned upon me for not having words to say for my father. but do u blame me i mean he was abusive.

We head to the burial area and they slowly set the coffin into the hole . my fathers within a box that'll be put under ground for the rest of my life. hell for the rest of everyones life's he's ever known.

I stand beside the hole as they fill it in i count the dirt scoops. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10. 10 big scoops of dirt and three push ins with there shoes.

People begin to leave and i sit down on my knees. his tombstone is already cold and it starts to rain.

"Dad we use to be best friend and do everything together, then mom passed away. it was hard for both of us dad but i guess harder for you, she was your wife but she was my mom.

After mom passes you became violent and beat me constantly over stupid stuff. i never told anyone but i tried suicide so many times, i really thought you hated me.

I still think about it to. i almost cut myself when u were in surgery. Im sorry you had to suffer and pass daddy.

At this point I'm crying, i set the flowers down and dexter grabs me up. walking away from my fathers grave and my mothers right next to his.

*the end of the dream*

I sit up rubbing my eyes. will that dream ever leave, i swing my legs over the bed. My toes curl into the warm carpet, i hear the clanking of pots. Dexters making food i guess, or maybe he's just weird and has a playing with pots and pans fetish.

Whelp i guess i have to walk in there to see. i step out of the bedroom and walk down the hall, the aroma of bacon fills my nose. it smells so good.

I walk over to him at the stove.

"Open your mouth kitten."

I open my mouth and he pops bacon in it. i chew, oh my god yes its so good its soft and crunchy with a little grease. he made it perfect, oh i love this man i grab his hand and kiss him gently.